Deadly Betrayal | Jimin FF ✓

Chapter 70

I couldn't stop my cries after entering the room. Not a second went by when I didn't curse Jimin or myself.
I hated Jimin, but I hated myself more for what I did.

I thought that I could keep my family away from Jimin, thought I could protect them, but how foolish I was to think like that.

How foolish was I to think that Jimin would change. I should've never even tried to opened up to him, atleast it wouldn't have been paining this much if I didn't.

My…heart wanted to forgive him even after all this, but my mind wanted nothing but revenge.
He did all that for his revenge, he proved himself as my enemy, so now it was my turn.

I forgave him for keeping my mother away from me, I forgave him for everything he did for his revenge on me, because I thought that he would change one day, but this day showed me that he won't change. And now I won't let the death of my family go to waste.

I couldn't even see the face of my baby brother. I bet mom would've sent me thousands of pictures on my phone already, even if she knew I won't receive them, but just with hope that I would see them one day.

My mind was stuck on the happy scene of my family, that I ruined. And now I was going to ruin Jimin for it.

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Terra walks into the room, when I saw her, I stood up from beside my bed, rubbing my nose.

"Y/n. I…um I wanted to spend sometime with you. Do you mind me?" She asked with a smile and I nod.

She sat on the side of my bed, as I sat myself beside her. A few moments pass by as she glanced around and at me, and my head hung low, not knowing what to say.

"It was a harsh day wasn't it." I muttered out, but as soon as I met her eyes, my tears flowed back out. I sobbed and Terra hugged me.

I cried into her arms, she slowly rubbed my back and comforted me.

She didn't say anything, well what can she basically say to comfort me from this pain? I wouldn't know myself.

Later on Aunt Joanne came in with a tray of food, and they both somehow convinced me to eat some food.

"Call for us whenever you want something okay." Aunt Joanne said as she Terra stood on the doorway.

Maybe I calmed down a little than before and that is why they were leaving. And I thought so too, but as soon as they left, I was left with the previous thoughts, and my eyes started tearing up again. I put the blanket over my head, closing my eyes, trying not to remember, and go to sleep somehow, but it was not working at all.

I sat back up, I folded my legs and with my elbows on it, I rested my head on my palms. I tried taking deep breaths to stop my crying or atleast get my head out of it.

Every time I remember the video, I cry, and I remember it every second.
I can't, and I don't want to remember.

I put my legs down the bed, and sat on the side.

I stare into the room, and try to think of anything else but that.

Just then the door opened, and I turn to look at the person I could kill right now.
I stare down at my hands, thinking he'd go away but instead he entered the room, closing the door.

"Y/n." He called and I never hated his voice more than now.

"I don't understand how much courage you have to come up to me and actually talk to me. If I was you, even if I hated you, I would've atleast waited a day to mock you after doing something like that." I said with tears flowing down my cheeks as I stared at my hands.