i know i love you

Chapter 50

Jeonghans pov

Throughout the whole time I was at Joshua's place I felt really happy, that me and Joshua could spend alone. When I first came I was shocked to see that his hand was bleeding but he just said that it was some glass and I believe him but what was he doing with glass in the first place? Oh wait he could just be drinking water and then the glass must of accidentally fallen or him parents must have had something to do with it but I realised that Joshua didn't really wanna talk about it so I just left it there. Since my parents are doctors I managed to clean up Joshua's cut and bandage it up really nicely. I was looking around for something fun to do but there was nothing Joshua's house what really boring but I didn't want to tell him that because that would just be rude. He suggested that we should have a movie marathon we watched a horror one first, it was really interesting but in the middle of the movie there was a jump scare making me flinch which made Joshua look at me and pause the movie
"Are you scared jeonghan?" The way his lovely soft voice said that calmed me down straight away
"Umm what no of course no why would I be scared it's not even real" I said laughing nervously
"Are you sure?" He teased
"No I mean yes" I stuttered he smiled and opened his arms
"Do you wanna cuddle with me?"
"Why are you scared?" I teased back
"Yeah Im really scared that I think I might shit my pants if I keep watching" Joshua said sarcastically we both looked at each other and burst out laughing
"Ok then I'll take your offer" I smiled and went into his arms making myself comfortable once I was gone he wrapped his arms securely around me then pecked my forehead and then started the movie again. we watched a few more movies until we heard a cafe pull up in the driveway making Joshua jump up turn the tv grab my arm and drag me upstairs to a room that I guessed what his room. It was kinda small and empty just a bed and a closet and a window but in the corner next to the bed layer a guitar
"Is this your room?" I said looking around
"Yeah it is"
"Why are we up here?" I asked looking at him again
"My parents don't like me having friends over so if they found out you were here they would kill us both
"Oh" what all I could say while walking up to his bed and sitting on it
"Do you play the guitar?" I whispered
"Oh yeah I do I love playing it" he said smiling at the guitar
"Can you play it for me one day?" I said looking at how nice and clean it was he must take lots of care for it to be that shiny
"I'd love to" he smiled and finally looked at me
"Anyways I gotta go home now" I said looking out the window seeing that it was raining heavily
"Oh ok" he said as I was about to jump out the window when he grabbed the back of my shirt
"Wait stay your gonna get sick" he said worriedly
"But where am I gonna sleep?" I asked looking around
"On my bed we slept on the same bed when we were at your house" he said closing the window that I left open
"Oh ok then" I said he then gave me a bunch of night clothes I got changed into them and he got changed into his. Joshuas clothes were a little big for me but they felt nice and warm and smelt of him. Once we were both done we hopped into bed but I couldn't sleep because of the storm outside which resulted in my tossing and turning around a lot I think that I may have annoyed jisoo because he asked
"Are you ok what's wrong why do you keep moving around?" He whisper yelled
"I can't sleep because of the storm" I pouted but I don't think he could see that as it was dark
"Ugh come here" he said cuddling me again. Being in jisoos arms just felt so comforting
"Are you ok now?" He was so close to me that I could feel his hot breath tingling against my skin
"Yeah I am" i stuttered blushing it was good he could see in the dark because my face was really red even by doing nothing he still makes the butterflies in my stomach dance around like they are having a party in there.
"That's good" he whispered again making me shiver oh boy this was gonna be a long night.