i know i love you

Chapter 59

Joshua's POV

I'm so excited today is the day that I will finally see who this angel guy is but then again I'm also sad coz it's their last day but they will be back in two years so it'll be fine. Once all my classes were over I speed walked home happily.
"Oii slow down" jeonghan said panting
"Why" I whined
"We literally just had PE last period why you still so energetic" jeonghan asked tiredly
"Oh I'm gonna be meeting a special person today" I accidentally blurted out
"Ooh who?" Jeonghan said nudging me
"Ummm no one don't worry" I said trying to make him forget
"Hmmm I'll miss you jisoo" he said with a deep sigh
"What was that?" I said snapping my head to him
"Nothing don't worry" he said shaking his head. We walked in silence until we reached my place and departed ways. I walked inside and ran to my room to my room to pick something nice to wear. Once I was done with everything I quickly grabbed my phone and was about to leave the house

"where do you think you are going faggot?" my dad snarled at me making me stop in my tracks 

"umm no where?" i stuttered scared as i didn't want to be beaten up again last night was enough

"TELL ME WHERE WERE YOU GOING?" he shouted at me and i swear i could see spit drooling from his lips which i then realised was spit but mixed with alcohol. oh shit he is drunk now he will definitely beat me up now. I tried opening the front door but then i realised that the stupid door was fucking locked. 

"are you trying to run from me? listen here you can run but you cant hide i will always find you and remind you of your place. fucking faggot you think i didn't know that you were gay of course i knew and now i bet you were gonna go on a date with your disgusting boyfriend he said making his way towards me whilst taking his belt of to whip me.

"get ready for the worst beating of your life you disgusting bastard" he said whipping me until i couldn't feel anything. I thought that he was finished but to my disappointment that was just the beginning. 

He kept hitting and hitting i thought i was gonna die i just hopped that i will be able to cover this for tomorrow i thought as he chucked my body on to the ground, spat on me and walked over to the sofa and watch TV as if nothing had happen. I breathed deeply as i tried to drag my body to my room and just plopped onto the bed passing out immediately