i know i love you

Chapter 5

Joshua's POV

Everything was the same as it always was I'd stay awake all night hearing the yells of my parents and would have to sleep in school. I didn't like the fact that I couldn't sleep peacefully in my own home. Normally when I got home from school I'd be left home alone as my parents were out partying but sometimes they stay home and get drunk once they get drunk they start to beat me up calling me names like 'useless' 'a big burden' so when ever I come home from school I check to see if they are home and if they are I don't go home until night when everyone is asleep I normally sneak in through my bedroom window which I leave open I know it may be stupid because someone might just break into my house like that but there is nothing valuable to steal, and it's fine if they kill me because I've got nobody except chan and wonwoo oh and maybe this random person who sends me letters oh and speaking of him I just received another letter from him. Aww this person is so sweet but I don't even know who this person is, I don't know if they are a girl or a boy, how they look or literally anything about them. But, I'm glad that this person cares for me and not gonna lie reading their letter actually put me in a happy mood. I was still kinda sleepy so I slept and was woken by the jeonghan guy
"Hey jisoo" he said smiling at me
"Oh hey jeonghan what's up?"
"Umm not much just tired what about you?" He asked
"Oh me too I'm really tired" I said resting my head on the table
"Oh ok then let's just sleep" he said smiling then we both put our heads on the table and slept but for some reason I couldn't sleep
"Hey are you awake?" I whispered into his ear trying not to wake him if he was I heard no reply so I stared at his face admiring his beauty when suddenly I saw his eyes snap open and that made me jump a little
He just smirked at me and was about to say something when the teacher walked in I smiled at him in return. I was listening to the teacher but I couldn't focus as my eyes kept closing
"Jisoo I know your tired go to sleep if you want I'll cover for you" Jeonghan whispered
"Are you sure?" I whispered
"Yeah here use this" he whispered back. He handed me a cute little jacket that had a tiny bunny on each side of the pockets I then put my head on the jacket and it was soft and fluffy it actually did kinda feel like a pillow. I smiled as I watched jeonghan jot down the notes as I slowly drifted into a nice sleep.