i know i love you

chapter 78

Jeonghan's POV

after reading Joshua's letter i had mixed thoughts on whether i should go or not. I'm scared of how shua will react when he finds out the person who has been sending him all these love notes is me Yoon Jeonghan, his best friend, like will he be all happy and stuff or will he be mad and betrayed. But, i don't want him to be waiting for hours all by himself. Ughhhh why is life so complicated.

After thinking about his offer i decided to go. Who knows maybe we will start dating again now I'm really anxious but wait what if he doesn't even like me. I mean he was crushing on seungcheol, for i don't know how long, so who knows maybe he is not over him yet.

The week went by in a flash and to my surprise it was already Saturday. Ok so today is the day I'll be showing Jisoo who the Angel guy actually is. I quickly got ready and like Jisoo said i wore all black. I had a black top with a black leather jacket and some comfortable black jeans. I quickly ran to the CARAT café as i was kinda late and i didn't want him to wait too long. I arrived and took a deep breathe, dusted my shirt to look presentable and smiled before walking in. I scanned the whole place and finally spotted Jisoo he was looking at his phone and by the looks of it i think he was playing a game or something. So i quickly but coolly walked over to him and took a seat in front of him. 

"hey shua" i said smiling widely at him

"oh hey jeonghan what brings you here?" he said turning his phone off and giving me his full attencion 

"ummm i thought you knew?" i said

"knew what?" 

"you idiot you told me that you wanted to meet me in the CARAT café so i came"

"what are you talking about I'm waiting for someone"

"and who is that someone?" 

"i don't know his real name but he told me to call him Angel" 

"his name is Jeonghan"

"how did you- oh wait that's your- OHHHH YOUR THE ANGEL GUY" jisoo said yelling the last part

"yess stupid" i said embarrassed as everyone as looking at us

"what- but how?" 

"i don't know I've just been having feelings for you and i was too scared to confess so i decided to just give you letters until one day i would man up and confess to you" i said blushing lightly 

 "wow jeonghan i never knew" 

"yeah but its fine don't worry"

"no its not. I just wanted to tell you that i did use to have feelings for you but after you left they stopped but once i saw you again my feelings came back again i would love to date you but i need to make sure my feelings for you are real so please just give me time to realise that my love for you is real" 

Although what he said hurt but i know he wasn't trying to hurt me on purpose so i just smiled at him and nodded

"okay"

"wait does this mean that you will stop sending me letters now since i know your true identity"

"ohh yeah i guess it does"

"what why i don't want them to stop pleaseee your letters always give me a good start to the day" he pleaded looking at me cutely.

"i was only joking i wont stop sending you letters"

"oh thank you Hannie" he said making me blush this was the first time he had given me a cute nickname

"your welcome now lets order some food I'm starving"