Singing My Way Into Your Heart!

This Can't Work - ✤

(LDR) Eloni (Green) X Female Reader
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Author's Note:
Never in my life have I ever seen/read a fanfic with a LDR relationship represented at all, and it just hurts for someone like me that's only dated online and not in person. In person relationships are better in the long run, but that's all I see in fanfics, so here, to all the people that are/have dated online. Shits going to get sad and depressing, (maybe even relatable to some degree).

Just because I posted this doesn't mean I'm out of hiatus, but I'm slowly getting out of writers block. Not my best work but it's something. Thank y'all for your patience!

[I wrote this in one go late at night, so some bits might make no sense/have grammar errors. I'll be editing all chapters eventually.]
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"Eloni I'm sorry I'm just bringing this up, but all I'm doing is holding you back from doing greater things."

"W-We can figure this out. I have the money and resources-"

"Eloni please... don't waste it on me. Even if you did I wouldn't be able to leave. I got a life and career here I want- have to peruse."

Eloni shut his mouth, silence now filling the air as he held back tears. If he spoke anymore he would break down, and you knew this too well after dating him for a year; dating a year while also not being able to see each other in person has burdened the relationship, but Eloni wanted to be patent till the time was right for him to come visit you (or vise versa).

"Eloni it's not that I don't love you. I love you to death, but maybe someday in the future we can try again; but right now is no longer a good time for me to date anybody. You can fully agree that we're busy people and don't have a lot of time to spend actual quality time together."

Eloni was speechless. He knew you were right, but in his mind he could see everything was great in your guys relationship, but this... this you never brought up to him til this moment.

"Look, I know I'm sounding selfish..."

"N-No, trust me you're not. I get it Y/N. You want to try to live a comfortable life and I understand that and I'm not going to hold it against you, and I know you want to work for it..." Eloni mumbled against his phone, bringing a pillow to his chest for comfort.

You chuckle from the other side of the line holding back tears of your own. "Oh Eli, you know me too well... and that's what I love about you."

Eloni pulled out a smile of his own somehow, knowing you guys were going to break up in good terms. "Don't feel bad about this ok? All I've ever wanted was the best for you, and if I can only do that as just as friend I'm ok with that... We can't just stop what we had before we started dating."

Eloni heard you sigh then a quiet, muffled sniff. "Even with you saying that I'll still feel horrible, and I want the best for you too, and I'm just simply not the best for you right now. Of course I still want to be friends Eli, but I feel like we both need space if that's ok with you..."

"I'm totally alright with that...but Y/N?"

"Yea Elo?"

"Why did you keep this from me?"

You gripped the cup in your hand that contained green tea. You knew he'd bring it up eventually in the conversation, he wasn't stupid. Putting your cup down on your bedside, you return to your phones side.