reasons why and why not.

Reason 2

Betrayal 

have you ever felt like you've been crushed, your dreams are destroyed, your heart is broken, your health is not at best? or like you don't have any passion, your mind is empty, time is going away. 

this is a drop of how I feel.

smiling is hard, laughing is hard, love is hard, having fun is hard. 

always telling yourself I can do this, I can work this out, I love myself, I can laugh for a few hours, I can handle this? 

midnight is here and you are still up.

you can't talk, you can't study, you can't focus. 

it begins to feel like suffocating.