Affair to Remember

Fifteen

Demi | Mature

I'd managed to avoid Jesse for nearly a week, so when Wilmer said he was inviting him over to watch the Monday night football, I knew I needed to get out of there. I wouldn't be able to sit in the same room as him and not feel anything, because what he said was the truth. I did want him to fuck me. It was more than just sex, it was so much more. I had never felt so treasured in all my life. He made me feel things I've never felt and that feeling is scary. I'm terrified of it. I should be so head over heels in love with Wilmer that nothing else, no one else could possibly make me feel the way that he does.

I spent the evening with Matthew, letting off some steam. It was nice to spend an evening not having to worry about my marriage that I could feel crumbling beneath my feet. I dreaded having to head home the next day so I dragged out staying in LA until Matthew had to head to an audition.

I didn't pull into the driveway until 2:30 the next afternoon and all the guilt I felt before I left weighed down on my shoulders once again. I managed to keep my eyes off Jesse's house but just knowing that it was there made my heart hammer. I fumbled with my front door key as I unlocked it, slamming it hard behind me. I dropped back against the door and took in a breath, leaving my suitcase by the front door as I headed into the kitchen. I grabbed myself a glass of water. The moment that I turned back around, my eyes landed on a piece of paper sat on the counter. My heart sunk as I read it.

Demi

I've had to head to New York again for work. I'm so sorry. I tried to get someone else to go but they couldn't find anyone else at such late notice.

I'll see you Friday evening, Baby.

Wil x

I released a sigh as I lowered the note back onto the counter. Looks like I'm left to wallow in my guilt for the next 4 days. I downed the rest of the water and then lowered the glass into the sink. I walked back into the entrance hall and grabbed my suitcase, jumping out of my skin as a knock sounded on the front door. I reached for the handle but stopped myself. Jesse. There's no one else it could be. I'm not expecting a parcel. I shook my head and grabbed my bag, carrying it towards the stairs.

"Demi" I quickly turned around to find my front door now wide open and Jesse stood in the doorway.

"I didn't answer the door for a reason. And just because it was unlocked, it doesn't mean you can invite yourself in" I rolled my eyes as he stepped into the house. "You can't stay, Wilmer will be..." his lips twitched into a smirk as he shook his head.

"He got a call last night, asking him to go away on business until Friday. I know he isn't here, Demi, and I know he won't be back tonight" he slowly closed the door behind him.

"That-That doesn't mean you can just invite yourself in" Jesse slowly walked towards me and I stumbled back against the wall, leaving me with no escape. I released a frustrated breath as I glanced up to meet Jesse's gaze.

"Admit it, this wasn't a mistake" he indicated between us with his finger as he rest his other hand on the wall beside my head. I feel trapped but I only really have myself to blame. "You don't believe that, Dem" I swallowed hard. I could feel my heart hammering against my chest. My body tingled as his fingers slowly began to lift up my shirt, the tips of his fingers grazing along my waist. I couldn't even force myself to tell him to stop. I want this. I want his fingers to pleasure me. I want his tongue on my most intimate flesh. I want him to make me feel incredible. I grabbed his face in my hands and brought his lips down to meet mine. His lips twitched into a smirk against mine as I slid my tongue along his bottom lip. His fingers worked quickly to unfasten the button on my jeans. This is so much more than just sex. I moaned against his lips as his fingers began to rub me through my panties, my dampness instantly soaking the fabric. "You're so wet, Demi" I dropped my head back against the wall and moaned as he began to kiss down my neck. "There's no point in ever denying that you don't want this" his fingers slid under the fabric of my panties and they sunk into me, his lips pressed against my ear. I cried out as he curled them inside me, hitting perfectly against my g-spot. My stomach began to clench as I gripped the back of his head, beginning to release breathy pants as I felt my high building. "Cum on my fingers, Baby Girl" my legs felt weak beneath me as I began to quiver against him, my arms around his neck was the only reason I remained standing. "Good girl" I whined as his fingers slid from me. His eyes burnt into mine as he lifted his fingers up to his lips, a smirk spreading across his face as he licked off my juices. "So sweet" I bit down on my lip and then brought his lips down to meet mine. I could taste myself in the kiss and it just heightened my arousal. Jesse's hand moved to my ass. "Jump" my legs wrapped around his waist and he held me up as our tongues began to dance together. I continued to run my fingers over his head as he carried me away from the wall. I lightly squealed as he lowered me down onto the couch, he breathlessly laughed against my lips. His hands worked quickly in sliding my panties down my legs.

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