Affair to Remember

Twenty Three

Demi | Mature

I jumped every time Jesse touched me that next day and every time it happened, I became frustrated with myself.

"You've got to go easy on yourself, Dem."

"I can't react like that when Wilmer touches me, Jesse. What the fuck am I gonna say? Oh, I was inappropriately touched by one of my neighbours friends whilst I went away with him for the week" he slowly wiped away the tear from my cheek. I took in a breath as he touched me, trying to stop myself from pulling away from his touch. "He-He'll know, Jesse. You-You need to fix me before we go home. I can't react like that around Wil" the tears continued to pour down my cheeks.

"Demi, you don't need fixing" I sniffled, rapidly wiping my cheeks. "You just need to go easy on yourself, Angel" he slowly wrapped his arm around my neck, his lips pressing a soft kiss to the side of my face as I slowly relaxed against him. "You're safe, Demi. I won't ever let him touch you again" his fingers combed softly through the ends of my hair.

"I-I don't wanna jump every time you touch me" a silence settled around us as I tried to calm myself down. "I-I love you. I don't-I don't wanna react like that every time you touch me" his fingers suddenly stopped playing with my hair.

"You-You love me?" I pulled my face from his neck, my heart suddenly frozen in my chest.

"I..." he softly pressed his lips to mine.

"You know I love you too" my lips twitched into a smile. "You don't need fixing, Demi. You just need to go easy" I pulled away from him, lightly beginning to caress his jaw.

"Can we go cuddle and watch a movie?"

"Of course, Angel."

There was no sex for the rest of the trip because I couldn't bring myself to do it and Jesse didn't even try. We just spent a lot of our time, cuddled up on the couch or taking walks along the lake. Jesse showed off his cooking skills and even attempted to teach me a few recipes. It was nice to spend our time without having sex. It was nice to see the loving side of him. I hadn't repeated my 'I love you', unable to swallow the guilt that would creep up on me every time I even thought it.

It hurt my heart to head home. I kept taking glances at Jesse as he drove. I want to savour every moment I have left with him. I swallowed down the lump in my throat before I spoke.

"Pull over at the next rest stop."

"Why?" I just shrugged as I bit down on my lip. He didn't question me further but he did pull off. I unfastened my jeans as he parked the car and then I climbed onto the backseat. "What you doing, Angel?" his eyebrows scrunched together as he glanced back at me, leaning his arm on the steering wheel.

"I wanna do some dirty stuff" I hooked my fingers around my panties. Jesse's gaze followed my fingers.

"Demi. Baby, you..." I released a breath as I pushed my panties down my legs.

"You haven't fucked me in 3 days, Jess. I-I kinda want it" my eyes suddenly began to plead with him.

"Demi, you know why we haven't" I dipped my hand between my legs, my arousal was evident by my wetness. "Baby" he groaned as he glanced out of the car window.

"Jesse, I-I really want you" I softly moaned as I pushed a finger into my slick entrance. I curled it inside me, moaning as it pressed against my g-spot. "I've really missed your fingers" I bit down on my lip as I watched him.

"You're making this really hard, Angel" my lips twitched into a smirk as I continued to gently fuck myself with my fingers. I relaxed back more against the seat as I felt my high building. It felt like forever before I felt the car move. My eyes opened as Jesse climbed into the back beside me. "You need to tell me if you want me to stop" I bit down on my lip as I nodded. "Promise me?" I silently nodded again as he gently wrapped his hand around my wrist, removing my fingers from inside me. He lifted my hand up to his lips and licked off my juices. "Mm, so sweet" my body tensed at the simple word.

"D-Don't say that" I shook my head to remove the memory.

"I'm sorry, Angel" I grabbed a hold of his hand and pressed his fingers against my hot flesh, not wanting him to ask any further questions. I briefly tensed at the contact but after a moment of reminding myself that it was just Jesse, I was finally able to relax. A soft moan slipped from my lips as he began to gently fondle my clit. He leant over to kiss me, his tongue delicately slid along my bottom lip. I moaned against his mouth as his fingers quickened their thrusting.

"I-I wanna-I gotta cum" I began to pant as my stomach clenched and I grew closer to my release.

"Cum on my fingers, Baby Girl" he pressed his lips to my ear and I moaned out as I lost all control. "Mm, good girl" I cried out as he continued to thrust his fingers. I couldn't control the way my hips moved along with him. "You like that?" hearing his voice really helped to settle me.

"I-I want you" I turned to meet his gaze as I slid my hand over the bulge in his pants.

"What part of me do you want, Angel?" his fingers slid from my slippery entrance as I moved myself on the seat, turning to face him with my legs falling open. His lips twitched into a smirk as he unfastened his belt, sliding down his jeans and boxers to reveal his erection. "This is all you, Demi" I nibbled on my lip as my stomach clenched with desire.

"Please" he leant over to kiss me, pressing himself to my entrance. I moaned instantly at the contact.

"You okay?" I lightly smiled at his concern.

"Yes" I thrust my hips until he sunk himself into me, our moans filled the car as our hips gently rocked together.

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