Sinful (GxG)

XVIII: Cold Night (Serena's POV)

I sat on my couch, put my bag down, and broke down crying. It's been like this since the incident. Just me crying to myself over a girl I loved who had broke my heart. Then here she comes showing up again with an apology. Even though I love her, I can't just forgive her for what she did. Just looking at her made me want to cry. The girl who broke my heart was just waiting outside my door. Why would she even come back. To remind me what had happened and how she did it. I was angry just thinking about it. Just comes back thinking I'll accept an apology. Who does she think she is.

I sat on my couch teary eyed, thinking about life until I heard a knock on the door. I got up and went to open the door. Who could it be at this time? I opened the door to find Amelia. I didn't want to deal with her. It made me sad looking at her. So I tried to shut the door. She stopped me and wedged the door with her shoe, keeping it open.

"Serena, listen to me. I have something to say."

I opened the door so I could see her. She had teary eyes, it looked like she had cried recently. I sighed knowing that I'd have to deal with her.

"What do you want? Why are you back?"

"I want you to know that I'm sorry."

"I told you already, Apology denied."

"No, listen. Serena, I know you're hurt. I am too. I didn't mean to do that with Alexis, it just happened. I'm sorry for what I did and I just want you to know that. I wish it never happened, but I can't change it. I want you to forgive me. Let me come back to you. I want to prove that I'm a good girlfriend. Please Serena, just take me back."

I could tell she meant it. She started tearing up towards the end. I don't know what to say or how to respond.

"I... I forgive you... But.."

"But what?"

"But I'm still mad at you, you're sleeping outside tonight."

"What?! You're going to make me sleep out here?!"

"Yes, goodnight Amelia."

I closed the door on Amelia and leaned against it. At least it resolved. Sort of I guess. I'll sort it out in the morning.