Sinful (GxG)

LI: So, Why'd You Leave? (Amelia's POV)

You know... While I'm here... Staring at Serena's apartment ceiling from her bed. I just can't help but feel bad. Guilty. Even though Serena has forgiven me, I just don't feel like I deserve it. I should do something for her. Something she deserves. I mean. After last night. Seeing Rosalina through the window. Coming over to Serena's place with food. Then just laying together and go to sleep. We didn't even have sex. We just laid together and slept. Plus waking up to her in the morning. I like it. I could easily get us to this. I just felt the need to do something so I don't lose this. So I don't lose her.

"What are you thinking about so early in the morning?"

I looked to my left to see the most beautiful woman in the world laying next to me.

"Just thinking."

She scooted closer and wrapped onto me. Laying her head on me.

"About..."

"You know. You morning thinking stuff."

"And what's this stuff."

"Hmm... Breakfast... What are we going to have for breakfast?"

She took her hand and slid it slighty up my shirt and just roamed it across my belly.

"Hopefully something delicious~"

Is that even flirting. I thought flirting was like hints and stuff. That's not flirting. She's basically just telling me bluntly. That is totally sexual... I like it.

"Like what?"

"I don't know... Maybe some sweet pancakes, along with some nice sizzling bacon and a side of some hot coffee..."

The whole time she spoke she just tugged lightly at the brim of my panties. I don't know if I can take this. It's too much. She's too good at this. I just... I have too.

"Okay. Enough foreplay."

I said. Promptly getting over her and began to kiss her while she lightly laughed at my reaction being fed up with her sexy talk.

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So. After we had the sex we actually went out and ate pancakes. Which were really good if you needed to know. Right now we're laying on Serena's couch. I'm laying in her arms using her boobs as a pillow, which is pretty comfortable actually, and we're just talking. Talking about stuff. Like about Rosaline and getting drunk and good foods. Until I just thought of something. I don't know if I should ask or not.

"Hey Amelia, is something wrong?"

Well I guess she could tell I was bothered. I looked up at her and spoke.

"Serena... How many women have you been with while I was gone?"

She looked away from me and just sighed.

"We're going to have to talk about this eventually right?"

By this I'm assuming she means the period while I was gone.

"It's as good a time as any other."

"You know Amelia. I was with quite a bit of women while you were gone. It was my college years. And, since you've been back. I still can't figure out why you were gone."

At this point I was off Serena and sitting up. I knew I would have to tell her eventuallly.

"I left because we were too much for me to handle."

She just looked at me confused.

"We were too much?"

"Yeah. With all the drama and yelling and feelings and crying. My teenage mind just couldn't handle it. So with us going to college very soon. I decided to pack up and go to college across the country. Like any horny crazed teenager with relationship problems would."

Serena just looked at me then pushed me with her foot.

"So instead of just telling me that you need a break like a normal goal, you move away?"

"Well I didn't want to exactly break us up. I just... Left it open so that we couldn't say we officially ended. I didn't want to lose you."

"Hmph. I must be worth something ain't I?"

I layed down on her again and hugged her.

"You're worth everything I have."

"Well I forgive you anyway. At least you're back now."

She kissed the top of my head and hugged me. Well at least we got this conversation out of the way.

"So Serena, back to the question, how many women have you seen while I was gone?"

"Why don't we save that conversation for another time."