Silence

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

I put my hoody over my head to hide the bruise I had, I coursed it.

I slept in.

The voices told me to hit my self with a hammer and it hurt like hell.

My twin Adam took me to a hospital and they said I just need to look after myself, they didn't care.

I washed my hair this morning and it flowed perfectly but I tied it in a ponytail and my hoody made sure no one saw it.

I walked out my room, I remembered the pills today, I won't forget since the voices are loud.

No one knows how it feels and they won't ever know.

We left to school, Adam drove, our parents were rich and send us $5000 each week and we paid the bills but also bought stuff for ourselves, we don't eat out because off the hate we get.

Going into school, people gave us dirty looks.

The girls looked like they were offended, I maybe a girl but I'm not a slut like them.

Some off them even hooked up with old guys to get stuff that's shy they got money I think.

I hate those girls, I'm glad I'm different.

"Stupid silent freak!" A guy said and others laughed but I just kept a straight face walking to class with Adam.

"Ugly freak!" The head cheerleader said laughing.

I just past her and sat in the back with Adam.

We had media first.

The teacher is nice, he doesn't care I'm silent, he's name is Mr. Kain and he's my favourite teacher.

Everyone entered and the class was filled quickly.

"Class, today we got a three week long project to test our skills and get to know eachother," Mr. Kain said "I picked the groups."

I was frozen, people hated me, I was the one they called freak but I knew I wasn't.

He listed names off and I waited for mine "Daniel your with Arabella, Izzy and Tyler."

"It will be fine," Adam whispered to me as I walked to them and they looked horrified.

This is the first group project we have and I hate it, it's not sad.

"The freak is in a group," another girl said to her friend and I just frowned.

They talk like I'm not here, I'm a person, they can notice me.

I sat with my group and they turned away as I sat down.

Why does the teacher put me in this group when he knows I don't get along with people, ugh!

Adam isn't even in my group.

"Your project is to make a short film, everyone in your group has to be in it, you can have a few videoing it but everyone in your group should be in it," Mr. Kain said.

"I have a idea," Izzy said and we listened to her "we can stay at my families lake house for the weekend and film."

It was a good idea but I doubt they'll want me there, I'm 'the freak'

"Arabella, you will be there to, I won't get a bad mark just because you don't talk, ok?" She smilied, ok, she was nice.

"Spending the weekend with the freak, joy," Daniel said sarcastically.

Lizzy, Tyler and I frowned, I don't get why they did.

"Dude, she may not talk but she probably has a reason, it doesn't make her a freak, my sister has panic attacks everyday sometimes for no reason, she had it in the middle off class before she had to start taking pills, people called her a freak then but she couldn't control it, she also haas selective mutism like Arabella but she's still normal," Tyler said and I was surprised but smiled at him.

"When I was born, my heart wasn't working properly, there was a hole in it apparently so I was crying way more because it hurt, I couldn't stop so after eight hours off me crying straight, they went and asked the doctor and he told them and I had to be monitored until I was two then went in surgery and now I have metal in my heart, am I a freak? I don't think I am," Izzy said with tears in her eyes and I wrote her something on a paper handing it to her as I grabbed her hand and smiled at her, she smiled back and read the note.

"Good idea," she said.

"What?" Tyler said.

"She wrote: let's do a film about disorders and why we aren't freaks," Izzy said and I smilied.

Daniel groaned and we glared at him but the bell then rang and I got Lizzy and Tyler's number, Tyler had Daniels and he said he didn't need mine and Izzy wouldn't give her his because he's a jerk.

Adam told me his groups idea, they were doing one about a new girl and how she came to fit in and I told him mine, he didn't want me to go away for the weekend but he said he will probably do work on his video as well.

School went by quickly and we went home, tomorrow was Friday and I had to go to the lake house after school until Sunday at four.

I packed a few stuff that I would wear in the video, we will just need to wear normal clothes.

I know I only talk to Adam but I still hardly talk, I think he's glad I only talk to him.

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