Silence

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

After I woke up from the dream, I searched about the book and magic on the Internet but found nothing weird so let it and took a shower.

I was confused, I don't have dreams often but when I do they are weird.

I always end up thinking when I'm in the shower and I never get why.

Leaving it was hard but school!

I groaned as I changed then jumped on the couch.

School starts to early, I wish I didn't need to go.

But sadly I have to, people look at me with more pity especially after the death off my parents and it makes me angry because they didn't really care.

Only a few actually do care that's why I hate schools, teachers don't even care about us and I hate this so much.

This is just so annoying, they all treat me like a little kid when I'm not anymore, I'm strong way to strong.

You may think strength is how much muscles you have or how much you can lift but I think strength is what you have to deal with and getting through it.

If you have had problems, strength is getting through it, I got through my life and some of you guys probably have your own problems to face.

I hate the looks so much, do you?

People said they feel bad but I doubt they do.

I'm young but young people still are wise when they had lots off stuff to deal with.

You know I have illness that has caused people to get hurt.

I hate it so much, I feel so weak, I feel like people that love me just get hurt even when I don't want to.

I never want to hurt anyone again, I want everyone to stay safe.

I don't get why Tyler's with me when he could be with someone that isn't broken.

I hate the feeling of being broken, a burden to everyone around, it makes me sad to think that but it's true.

Who am I really? I'm just a normal stupid girl people take advantage off because everyone else can look after themselves.

Adam never had friends because he was always with me, he could have been popular, I know it but he wanted to be with me and I was greatfull, I loved my brother so much.

But I have felt empty inside for to long, I want to feel whole again to believe I have a propose but do I?

I heard everyone has a reason for living but it makes me think, why am I alive?

I have always gotten hurt for reasons unknown.

Pain is my friend, my best friend because I always feel it.

I am not the strongest person on this planet but yet I have survived years off dealing with idiots and bullies.

I got labeled as a freak for most off my life because I wouldn't talk until recently and then they gave me THE LOOK!

Why can't people just like you for who you are?

Most have faked who they are to get attention, I don't get it! The people are want to impress don't matter, if you can't be yourself, you are no one, your better then this, trust me

I ended up with a great boyfriend and great friends but did I deserve them? why have they dealt with me? I'm sick! not someone people like usually just a boring teenage girl, no one important but I could be.

we don't know what we'll be in the future, it isn't possible to know until later in our lives, we may end up with a future we hate because off choices we make but that would just be our fault.

I may be young but I'm not foolish, I have my own mind and I know how to use it, I'm not to smartest but I'm wise when it comes to life.

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I have a date today so wore blue jeans, a black top and black flats having my phone in the pocket and leaving my hair out admitting I liked alright, I waited for Tyler to pick me up, he wished I don't have to stay in a hotel because it costed a lot but the house isn't fixed yet, it'll take them ages.

I hoped the date would be good, he said it'll be magical.

he picked me up and drove someone I don't think I knew, the building we passed all looked different and weird.

we stopped near a dirt walkway and we went down it, it scared me a bit since we went into the woods but ended at a really beautiful lake with a waterfall, I nearly cried because it looked awesome, the water looked magical and clear, the rocks near looked like stones and the trees made the sight look just wow, I loved the sight so much I almost crying.

Tyler set up a picnic thing from his bag he was carrying and I sat with him.

"We're eating here?" I asked smiling.

"yep," he said so I tackled him in a hug.

"I love this place," I said sighing "so beautiful."

"I know you are," he said smirking.

"How cheesy," I giggled and we ate in silence, the food tasted great.

After we ate, we just laid together, me in his arms.

I am the most luckiest girl in the world to have Tyler as my boyfriend.

"I want to go for a swim," Tyler said standing up, he took his shirt off, then his shoes. socks and jeans leaving him in boxers and he jumped in, I was shocked, I didn't expect that to happen but he was hot.

"Are you going to join, Bells?" Tyler yelled so I took my shirt, jeans and shoes off leaving me in my bra and panties then I jumped in and the water felt nice on my skin.

I hugged Tyler and he kissed me.

This was a great date and we were having fun, he made me have fun.

we just were making out and it was great.

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