Silence

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

He was shocked I spoke, I knew he'd be.

"If I don't take pills I try and hurt my self or people close to me, I hit myself with a hammer recently when I slept in and didn't take my pills until after and burnt my wrist when it was my first year when I was diagnosed," I whispered and he hugged me tightly.

"Arabella, I'm sorry, that's horrible," Tyler sighed and looked sad.

I don't know why I was talking to him, I only ever talked to Adam never anyone else and I was scared.

"I only ever talked to my twin," I whispered and we just hugged, I was crying silently and it was getting cold.

"You cold?" Tyler asked and I nodded so he gave me his jacket "I thought it was going to be cold but you need it more then me."

I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"Thank you," I whispered and stood up holding my hand out and he grabbed it and we just walked, his hands were warm.

I was happy but I wasn't going to talk to anyone besides Tyler and Adam, I may even talk to Izzy, she's a good person.

I can't ever start talking to a lot off people, I will always be different to others and I hate it.

My ankle hurt still so I suddenly stopped walking and Tyler just looked at me but then he picked me up bridal style and he carried me.

I blushed as we went back to the lake house and Izzy was sitting on the couch with her glaring at Daniel.

"You found her!" Izzy yelled as she stood up and Tyler put me down "Daniel, get ice!"

He went to the kitchen.

"Can I tell her?" Tyler asked and I nodded and Tyler told her when Daniel came back putting the ice on my ankle.

"I'm sorry Arabella," Daniel said with regret in his eyes "I never knew you could have a illness."

I smiled at him like saying it's fine and he looked greatfull.

They made me stay on the couch and what every I wanted, they would get it for me.

"You feeling better?" Izzy asked me sitting on the chair next to the couch and I nodded.

That night Tyler carried me to my room and he sat on the edge off the bed.

"Your so beautiful," Tyler said as I blushed.

"Please stay," I whispered as I took the dress off and thighs and the shoes as Tyler blushed this time and then went to my wardrobe and threw my pyjamas to me and I put them on and he got next to me, I hated being alone, I always had my twin but now Tyler was here.

I feel asleep and I woke up at eleven and the voices were back telling me to do stuff to him but I couldn't hurt him, I grabbed a knife and I cut my wrist deeply and started crying and he woke up and grabbed the knife.

"Arabella, don't, oh shit," Tyler said and we went to the bathroom and he cleaned my wrist, it hurt but he bandaged me up and then i took my pills.

"Sorry, I didn't want to hurt you so I hurt my self," I whispered and he sighed.

"Well don't," he said and walked to the lounge room so I grabbed the video camera walking to my room and sitting down turning in on.

"Hi, I'm Arabella Quill and everyone knows I don't talk but I have to my twin Adam and now to Tyler but everyone thinks I'm a freak. No one are freaks, we're all different. I have schizophrenia and have to take pills three times a day, when it was my first year off being diagnosed with it I burnt my wrist. I have also spelt in this year and hit myself with a hammer and this morning I nearly killed Tyler but cut my own wrist so I wouldn't, I hear voices when I'm not on pills Nd I sometimes see things, like ghosts, I'm not a freak just have a illness one that I can't help have, I'm sorry but my life is hard, I don't talk because everyone has already judged me. I hope you understand I never asked for this, I don't freaking want it," I said in the camera then turned it off and left the room putting it back.