Silence

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

My eyes felt heavy and I could hear beeping but not the voices.

I was all alone.

Was I dead?

I oped my eyes but got blinded but the light above me then adjusted and saw Adam asleep on a car.

"Adam?" I asked and he looked up.

"You could've died? You and Carl nearly died! BECAUSE OFF THE VOICES!" He went out the room after tears went down my cheeks, I was so stupid, I doubt Carl will ever forgive me, I do want him to.

The door opened to Adam, he came back.

"Sorry," I whispered and he hugged me.

"They put some medicine in you so you won't hear voices," Adam said kissing my forehead.

"I slept with Patrick," I whispered crying.

"He's a jerk and I beat him up pretty bad, took two guys to get me off of him and I got expelled for a week," he said and I smiled but then frowned.

"How's Carl?" I said quietly.

"He lost a little blood but is alright, he isn't hurt just his head like yours but you were worst, mum and dad are with Carl because he just got out off having Cancer, we don't want him hurt again.

"They blame me, don't they?" I asked sadly "it is my fault anyway because I heard those voices."

"It's not your fault that you can hear voices, you were diagnosed," Adam said frowning and I sighed looking away.

"I'm just hurting everyone, I hate it, why can't I just be normal?" I asked leaning back.

"Arabella, we don't blame you, we love you," Adam said and gave me a sad smile.

Love? I hate love! After Tyler I never want to feel it ever again.

But I knew Adam would never hurt me or Carl, I did love those two, they meant everything to me.

"Tyler is sorry, he does love you Bella, he made a mistake, the girl kissed him and he froze," Adam said sadly.

"He said I was broken," I whispered and Adam sighed.

"He didn't mean to, he freaked out," Adam said and I sighed.

Tyler felt sorry but he was right, I am broken.

I could've killed Carl or my self.

Now I was crying so hard.

"I could've killed Carl or died," I said sadly crying harder.

Adam hugged me as I cried.

I love Carl so freaking much, he was my brother but I was a danger, I even pushed Adam down stairs.

"Adam I'm sorry," I whispered and he looked confused.

"For?" He asked.

"Pushing you down the stairs the other day," I whispered hugging him.

"No problem, I just had to get stitches, no big problem, Adam said kissing my forehead, I'm glad he was fine.

I sighed and looked up at him, he has always been there for me, I cared for him the most.

I knew my parents were trying to help Carl but we both missed them so much, they never acted like they cared and now they know I'm there broken daughter.

"I'm broken," I whispered leaning into him.

"Arabella, you aren't, you just have a illness, your fine, you aren't broken," Adam whispered

"Adam, I hurt people or myself, I'm dangerous," I said and he just hugged me, he was a great twin "your the best brother ever."

He smiled I could tell as the doctor came in and asked him to leave.

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