Silence

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

After I found out about my parents, I told Tyler and cancelled the date then after a week, we had the funeral then Carl, Adam and I are in a hotel until our house can be rebuilt, I had to get new pills and we all needed clothes.

We were all sad but Carl had to look after us now, he's the eldest.

We took the week off school but we're going back next week.

Tyler was worried about me, he has been so sweet to me.

I knew I didn't get along with my parents but I loved them anyway, they were my parents so they meant everything to me.

My life is screwed up, I hate this but it'll be all ok, hopefully anyway.

I have been laying on my bed just being upset, I missed my parents.

They may not have been in my life for ages and just came back but I still do love them because they gave me life.

"Bells, you ok?" Adam asked sitting on my bed next to me.

"I miss them, they may not have been there for me but I still miss them," I said sadly "what about you?"

"I feel the same, they were our parents anyway," Adam said with a sad smile.

"Carl is our guardian now," I sighed.

"He is in more pain then us, let's check on him," Adam said and we walked to Carl's room.

"Carl, you alright?" I asked and we sat on his bed.

"I was the closest to them, I was with them for a lot off years and I miss them, I know you guys do it but I was with them so much and missed you guys but know they did care, they loved you both and I hate they died," Carl said crying and I hugged him, he ended up falling asleep and Adam and I joined him.

We will have to look after each other now I just know that, it sucks but hey we are all old enough and love eachother.

I was tired and I woke up last, Carl woke up first then Adam did.

When we had to go back to school I was scared, I tied my hair back, put a black top on, black leather pants and high heels boots just because I needed to look tough, I had make up on that made me look dangerous and I was happy.

I'm making a new me.

"Bells? Nice outfit!" Adam said and I smirked.

I forgot to mention but I didn't take my pills since I needed the voices after my parents, I was so upset.

"I'll probably be at Tyler's after school," I said and we left.

Tyler is so... Hot!

I smirked at that and the day went by slowly and then I got to go to Tyler's house, he's family were all away so we were alone.

Yeah, Arabella, that's what we freaking need, time with Ty!

I smirked as he hugged me, we were cuddling on his bed but I turned around kissing him jumping on top.

"Ty, after Patrick, I'm ready to do it with you," I whispered in his ear and he just nodded and turned us around.

"I have condoms in my bathroom," he stated.

"Why?" I asked him smirking.

"My friends have them to me when we started dating," he said and I laughed.

No condom!

"It's better without," I said and he nodded.

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He was really good and were tired afterwords, I put my clothes back on and he put new ones because this was his room, we cuddled more and I could tell he was happy.

I won't regret this, not even when I take my pills again.

I'm in love with Tyler.

He's my boy, my love.

We fell asleep then and woke up at nine, he drove me home and I was really happy and went straight to bed.

I felt amazing and I couldn't help it, I was smiling.

Just needed to have a day when I heard voices, they made me feel strong.

I'll take the pills tomorrow.

Authors notes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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