"Sleep crystal" He said this and turned his back on me.
As I lay my body on a hard bed, I decided to just enjoy this very moment. Because on the next day, who knows? I might never see him again.
I am tired of restraining my feelings. I will let it flow kung saan ako tatangayan nito. Kung anong plano niya makikisabay ako.
Even though it was very wrong and very bad. Why not enjoy the moment of his vengeance and if he decide to kill me? At least I am with him, the person I cherish the most.
When we we're young he is always supporting me. I remembered the 12 years old me who was very fierce yet tamed when I'm with him.
Everything was changed when I moved out and decided to study abroad so I can have a proper training in handling our family's business. The distance doesn't keep as apart but the time is. And the situation where we are in.
No matter how hard you restrain your feelings, your heart always wins. But in some instances, some people can resist it, and I admire those people who hide their feelings. At the same time, I pity them because if you are against your heart, you feel really lost.
Maaga akong nagising para mag luto. Si Sebastian naman ay nasa labas, nag- tatanim ng kung ano.
Tatawagin ko ba siya?
Oo naman I'm not rude naman bat ko ba binibigyan ng kahulugan ang maliit na bagay.
It's all started when I began to accept my feelings for him. Feeling ko tuloy mag-asawa kami.
"Sebastian ka ka kain na tayo" I didn't mind if I didn't delivered the sentence well as I called him. My focus was on his sparkling abs, he was half naked in front of me feeling ko tuloy hindi ko na kailangan kumain dahil busog na ako.
I saw confusion in his eyes as he began to notice my behavior, but he just shut his mouth, like he didn't want to ask why I was acting so nice to him.
Pagkatapos naming kumain, sinamahan ko siyang mag tanim. Gusto kung biglang maligo nang may nahanap kaming falls habang nangangahoy.
Naglalakad ako sa batuhan, nakatanaw sa pagdaloy ng tubig pababa. Water falls are awe-inspiring and terrifying.
Gusto kong maligo akmang maglalakad na sana ako palapit sa tubig ng mawalan ako ng balanse
"sh*t" pinikit ko ang mata ko at alam kung babagsak ako sa batuhan nang may biglang humawak sa baywang ko.
"Careful crystal" he whispers nervously.
Then our eyes met again. I heard the loud beating of my heart as he touched my waist tightly. Like he always wanted to hold it
like his eyes were telling me some emotions the same as mine.
Hindi niya pa rin inaalis ang kamay niya sa baywang ko gusto ko ng tanggalin dahil hindi ako makahinga sa higpit ng hawak niya.
It wasn't the sound of the water that I heard but the sound of his breathing when he claimed my lips like he was a hungry beast.
I kissed him back with the same intensity.
I don't know where I am going or saan pupunta itong pinagagawa ko..namin. I'm only sure in one thing...
I'm truly, completely happy when I'm with him
I remembered his question last night when he asked me what I wanted.
What do I really want?
A life that is free...with him.. only with him.
