𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍 : IMAGINES & REACTIONS.

HEESEUNG | "You Still Look Special"

Remember !: This book is just fanfiction and not based on a real story. Even if my favorites did any of these I would never support them. Thank you.

about: kidnapping, dark content & slight romance.
warnings: abuse, violence, swearing & strong language.

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How should I add this up? I've been so grateful that I and Jay have been best friends for so long. Since I transferred to his school, which was back when I was about to enter 6th grade.

We always hung out and we lived like siblings. We were both very affectionate since we both were the only kids in both of our families.

I'm so happy I can get quickly comfortable with him and tell him all of my secrets without getting judged. I expected that from him too, though...

He would tell me all of his secrets as well, but something was still off. As we grew up together his attitude and behavior have been changing a little. Not because he got angrier or anything. But he would be really quiet at some times, without any reason.

I've been very worried, so there would even be times when I asked him: "Hey Jay. Is there something you want to talk about?" Almost every day. I was hoping I didn't piss him off.

But it was always the same response: nods

Well, I have been keeping this one secret to myself. But I was really at my limit and had to vent out to someone and Jay was always there to listen to me, so he was the one I told about my secret.

For years I have been physically abused by my parents. Even Jay and the teachers knew something have been going around and that I wouldn't have control over my things. For example, I would space out even if my teacher had called my name or just Jay trying to give me a hug where I flinched.

"Hey, Jay. Can we take a walk after school? I want to talk about something, with you" I said. "Of course! I'll come down in front of your class, after school. Alright?" He winked. "Yep. See ya later buddy"

We are currently taking a walk after finishing up the day at our school. As we got a little exhausted from walking we decided to find a bench and sit down.

"Tell up Y/N. I'm here to listen" He left out a soft smile. "Okay but promise me not to tell anyone? Like the teachers or even the cops..." His eyes were telling me he was very worried. He came a bit closer and held my hand. "Of course. I will keep it a secret. Even if have to kill me if I don't tell anyone"

"I want to move out from my physically abusive parents. Like honestly I can't take it anymore. I want to get out of there, but I know for a fact they will find me again and-" He stopped me by taking me in his arms as I lay my head on his shoulder.

"It's okay. I'm happy you told me and finally let it out" He said. He knew exactly what he was thinking about at that moment. A plan. A fucking plan on killing your parents.

"Shh. It's okay Y/N. Just so you know you can always come and stay at my house"

But first of all, he had to tell his leader, about the plan: Heeseung. A part of a gang with 7 members in total. The leader and the one who kills the villains in this miserable world.

Is someone trying to hurt Y/N in front of them? Yeah, forget that the person is already dead to even make Y/N cry. But the amazing part of that was, that the gang never got caught.

After the personal conversation, Jay walked Y/N home. He was broken inside. Seeing someone you love get hurt mentally and physically can make you think: "What if they kill themselves as they are tired of the world?" Jay thought.