𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍 : IMAGINES & REACTIONS.

HEESEUNG | "I Ill Be Here"

Heeseung is probably the nicest boy in the world. The most precious and prettiest. Probably every girl would admire him only if he wasn't handicapped.

He got into a car crash when he was 8 years old which led him to lose both of his parents. The car crash was in a near-deadly lake. The lake had thousands of chemicals that could kill every creature on the planet.

And so Heeseung got drowned in the lake. But luckily he wasn't down deep so the ambulance and the men were quick to react. They quickly took him and sent him over to a special hospital.

They had to remove his leg and give him a roller chair to sit on for the rest of his life. Because even if he tried to walk with just one foot the chemicals in his leg would start to explode. And yes he sadly had those chemicals inside of him.

Every year he would either have a chance to live or die. But Heeseung was a lucky boy so he lived up until he was 20. But then something unexpected happened. The Heesung who thought he was going to live forever because of his luckiness was wrong.

"Y/N!" I heard a voice calling my name. I turned around to see Heeseung coming over. His smile was bright as the sun and his energy was on a high level I could say.

"Ah Hee! Hah. What are you doing here?" I asked him. I was painting all by myself inside the dark art class. "I came to visit you. I haven't seen you since lunch. So I got worried" He came closer up to me.

He then turned his gaze to my painting looking all curious and fascinated. "Oh my— this is such a beautiful art... You've improved! I'm impressed" He admitted. "Thank you~ Sorry I was working on my painting. Sorry if I couldn't join you this time" I said pouting.

He caressed my shoulder. "Awh come on Y/N don't apologize. It's okay I was eating with a cat, I saw it on the balcony. It had such comfy fur" He explained.

"Well, then that's good. At least you made a friend. Am I right?" I joked. He nodded. He then again turned to look at the painting.

He had so pretty brown eyes. I kept admiring every part of his face. He was just so beautiful. Unlike other people, I didn't just only go for his looks and leave him because he had one leg. I stayed with him because of his great personality and angelic voice.

I remember the times when he would start to sing to me whenever I felt down. He was the one to always be there for me. And I was the only one to be with him. Sadly he didn't have anyone to hang out with other than me. I hated the fact to see him struggle in groups or when I'm not there.

"What are you staring at? My beautiful face? Oh I know I'm handsome thank you for reminding me—" He said. "Yah!" I punched him in the shoulder. "Ouch!" And we laughed a bit. "Oh by the way. I wanted to ask you if we could hang out tomorrow after school? It's Friday so we will be having a weekend and we can sleep how much we want!" He added.

I always start to blush whenever he asks me out. I mean imagine your crush asking you out. Could be me. "Of course, I would love to hang out with you. But... where are we going? I mean remember the last time? Hah, we got so wet from pushing each other in that small school lake" I said. "HAHA, no-no! We are going to a carnival. It's going to be fun there trust me" He smirked. Well, carnivals are always fun so why not join? "Sounds amazing I will be coming" "deal my love" "WHAT-"

"Heeseung!" I tried to wave at him but he didn't seem to find me. I quickly ran up to him and hugged him. "A-ah! Oh, it's Y/N! Oh my god. Hello Y/N, you strangled me!" He said. "Sorry. But I tried to call your name like a thousand times" You confessed.

"Ah okay sorry my eyes were stuck in that one" He started to point out at a rollercoaster. "Come Y/N, let's jump in!" And the real fun started to begin. I and Heeseung tried almost every rollercoaster because some of them were not really matching well with Heeseung's condition.

And that's fine. After all, I just want to see Heeseung smile. Every day I want to see him like that. It's funny how Heeseung can be so confident about himself.

Even though some of his classmates and other students start to brag about his missing leg he still doesn't care. He may be upset and feel down but he moves on again. And that's what Heeseung inspires me the most. "Nah I don't really care. Without hate, I don't think I would feel so famous"

"Heeseung! This is so delicious and sweet. You should try this!" I handed him the candy floss. He raised an eyebrow and took a bite. "Hey! Take it with your hands!" I softly slapped his hand. "Awh come on Y/N... We are soulmates don't do this" He laughed and started to walk towards the green forest which led to a beautiful view when you're out of it.

I could feel my cheeks burning. Soulmates? I thought. I'm probably red as a tomato. I grinned. I hurriedly caught up with him so I wouldn't feel lost. I saw him inside that little forest and started to walk with him. When we got walked out through the forest we saw probably the most view on this earth.

I helped Heeseung out so we sat on a small mountain. And all the Buildings had lights and the moon... it was so big beautiful shiny. "Cool right?" Heeseung asked. "Yeah. It is" We sat there for a few minutes and a moment later he started to lay down, with his hands behind his head.

"Are you feeling tired?" I asked. He nodded. I lay beside him. "Your probably the prettiest person I've ever seen, Y/N" He turned his head to me. Is this real? Him telling me I am pretty? This time my whole face was red. "I love you Y/N," He said.

I didn't want to think. I wanted to say what I kept inside for so long. "I love you too. I'm happy to have you. And these feelings I'm carrying only belong to you Heeseung" I confessed. He looked me in the eyes and kissed me on the lips. It was just a quick peck and then he took me by his arms.

My head was now resting on his chest. "Let's stay like this forever. I love you Y/N" Was the last sentence I heard from him. I thought he was sleeping but a minute later his heart started to stop beating. My hands were touching his chest as I wanted to feel if I was right about his heart-stopping.

"H-heeseung?" No answer. I started to shake him off but he didn't wake up. "HEESEUNG!" I kept yelling but still no answer. This time Heeseung was unlucky. His high chances still had a risk left. And that got used.

Now there is no Heeseung left.

30.03.2022

It's been a week without Heeseung. I haven't been going to school or getting out of my room. I thought we would be lovers forever. That was just hard to make it real, but amazing to imagine. Just me and Heeseung.

But now that he left I don't know what's left anymore. It's Heeseung's funeral today and it was my turn to tell Heeseung all the words I would love him to hear. His relatives were all there and crying. I really couldn't hold my tears back so I started to read out to avoid looking at them all.

"Dear Heeseung. It's me Y/N. I know you may not hear this, but there is still a spot for you inside my heart that belongs to you. It's funny how I still remember the times we were together and having fun as friends. Most of our time went crazy and non-stop laughable. Just being together with you was all I needed. So I would love to thank you for being there with me. And the last moment before you turned into an angel I still remember our love we confessed to each other. Who would know you fell for me too? But that's okay at least I got to be a step close to you. I miss you and love you deep inside my heart. And if only I could see you again would be my dream. I love you Heeseung Rest In Peace my love"

"You may be gone from my sight but never from my heart"