-- ❝ dear jungwon & eunwoo, it's not looking good. and by it, I don't remember what love is anymore ❞
and so a lonely death may not be that bad, if you know who's watching.
𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘁𝘂𝘀 : COMPLETED.
𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁 : 22/02/22
𝗲𝗻𝗱 : 23/04...
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8 AM
I woke up after crying for a few hours, before sleeping. So I decided to check on the mirror to see how shitty I looked today. It looked like I was standing in front of a fucking zombie. The next thing was, that I found myself, crying again.
Not because of Eun-woo but how tired I looked this time. I walked down to the bathroom. Washed my face and brushed my teeth to have a fresh morning start.
Today was Tuesday and I had to go to work today, after meeting up with Emma. I got a pretty late schedule but that's okay. It will make me tired and let me sleep peacefully when I get home.
I was excited to see Jungwon and Emma. So I decided to take something nice-looking outfit on for today. Of course not to impress my good friends, but to show them that my outfit is speaking colors.
After taking my clothes on I grabbed an apple and cleaned a bit. The house wasn't messy at all, but I wanted to organize it. I was in the mood today. well yeah, let's just forget about that part, where I started to cry again.
Sometime later, I got out of my apartment. I locked everything down, so the house was now safe. As I walked down the streets, many people wished me tons of good mornings. It was nice to see such people care for each other and be kind.
it wasn't like that where I lived. People were heartless. just like my dad and me.
8.48 AM
I finally arrived at the school. A lot of students were surrounded by different places. It was great weather today, so the sun was warming everyone up. Even though we were in the middle of December.
I got inside the building and made my way to my class. I got a little lost since all the halls and the classrooms looked the same. It had me confused for some minutes.
I finally found my classroom and got inside. Everyone was talking to each other about something random. Except for Jungwon. He was all alone reading a book, not caring who was coming in.
"Goodmorning Jay!" One of my classmates said. "Goodmorning, Sheya" I smiled at her and made my way to Jungwon's desk.
"Goodmorning buddy"I let out a small smile to Jungwon. He lifted his head up. He looked very happy, after seeing me. He clearly knew that he already found someone to hang out with. Just like me. Me to Jungwon, Jungwon to me.
"Goodmorning Hyung. did you sleep well? You look a bit tired" He said in a worried tone. "Ah no, I'm not that tired. Just stayed up a little late. I wanted to read some books" I laughed and lied it off.
