Idk if I want you to push me away so I can just move the fuck on at this point or if I should just keep fucking altering how I love and how I show I care and being who I'm not, to make you comfortable when there's mother fuckers out here who would love me just the fucking way I am. It's so fucking stupid. Like I keep trying and trying to understand and be whatever the fuck you need and it's going absolutely no where every single time.
I deserve to love you and be with you. I deserve to be loved by you.
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2.5 Years
Non-FictionSomeone has told me that you grieve someone for half the time you've known them or longer. I don't want to grieve that long however this is my progress as to how I'm feeling.
