Game Over ~AntiAverage

4. Anti

I sat on the couch listening to Mark and Dark go back and forth about me. I know it's about me. I hear glitch thrown back and forth. Asshole was said many times. Never my name... Never Anti but still. They would gesture towards me and I would sigh. Clearly, this Mark did not like me. Then again, when I first woke up no one did. Will was the only one that actually seemed to. Maybe if I go to sleep I can wake up somewhere else... Maybe I'd have my memories back... maybe..

"Hey!" I jumped up with wide eyes as Mark glared at me. I had put myself into a laying position and Mark was not happy. "This isn't some hotel, Anti."

"Clearly." I growled which only made him more upset. "Can I go home now?"

"Do you remember your home?" Dark asked and I looked away hugging myself tightly as he sighed. Mark frowned slightly. "Anti..."

"This is a trick right." I narrowed my eyes at the Man in red flannel and he laughed. "It's obviously another scheme. This is Anti we're talking about. There is no way he could actually forget everything. I mean what about Sean?"

"What about Sean?" They both froze as I just scoffed. "We aren't talking about some fucking person... I don't even know. We talking about me..." I tapped my head a few time as Darks eyes grew darker. "... and the lack of memories. Why do you guys keep bringing up this Sean anyway?" Mark narrowed his eyes and I frowned. "What does he have to do with me?"

"Sean... Sean Mcloughlin... As in Jacksepticeye." I shot him this confused look and he laughed. "For god sakes, Anti. You share his damn name... ANTISEPTICEYE!"

"Well, how the hell was I supposed to know that. You all keep just calling me Anti. I don't know the fuck my name is. And I sure as hell don't know this Sean." I snapped pushing myself further into the couch as I buried my head in my arms. "I don't know anything. And I don't know why... I just... I can't remember."

"That's a load..."

"That's what I've been saying." I tensed up feeling the intense fear come back as I glance over to see the men from before. The Fire freak glared at me as he just laughed. "But these bozos just can't see reason."

"Jackie, enough." The man in the middle said and I frowned. Every one of them has something I can latch on to tell them apart. Chase has the hat and gun. The fire freak has a red suit and blue mask. There one with a cat mask and a wand and another in a top hat and mustache. He's al black and white with an old-timey style. But this one... there isn't anything. He's just... there. "Anti, it's ok..."

"STOP TREATING HIM LIKE HE'S A CHILD!" The Fire freak screamed out and I glitched in fear popping back up behind Dark without even thinking. I froze as Dark turn around and frowned. They were all staring at me.

"Anti... That man over there..." Dark pointed to the man in the middle giving me this sad look and I narrowed my eyes. "That's Sean." My eyes went wide and I looked back up at Dark in shock. "Or Jack as his egos call him. Are you sure you don't remember any..." I shook my head and started to back up. "Anti..."

"You're quite the actor, I'll give you that..." The fire freak started laughing and I tensed up.

"Maybe I just don't wanna get burnt alive, you fire hazard." The man froze up instantly turning to growl at me and I flinched throwing my arms up expecting a fireball to get hurled at me.

"Jackie!" I let my hands drop to see Sean giving the Fire Freak a look and I frowned. Dark said I shared his name... Antisepticeye. But the fire freak literally has his name. Jackie... Jack. Why does that hurt? I don't even know these people. Why does that hurt me? Maybe you're just crazy. Oh, he is crazy but that's not why. Maybe he does remember. Maybe Jackies right and its an act. Or maybe not. Maybe you're just stupid. Jackies a dick. Why don't we show him how dangerous you can really be. Huh, Anti? let's show him how fire dies. Let...

"Shut up... you fucking shits." I groaned as I hit myself in the head. Like that's gonna work. Is it gonna work? No. Yes. Maybe. Probably not. Not unless you hit hard enough to knock yourself out. But then you're just hurting yourself. Do you wanna hurt yourself? "I WANT YOU TO SHUT UP!" I fell to my knees hitting my head again and felt someone grab my shoulders.

"Anti, breathe." I looked up to see Sean... er, Jack, knelt down in front of me and I frowned. You really are worthless. You should be tearing these guys apart not wallowing in your pathetic tears. get up... run away... no, kill them. That is. KILL THEM ALL! "ANTI!" My eyes went wide in shock as I looked up to see everyone one on edge. I frowned in confusion... that was until I followed their gazes. Several knives hovered dangerously above my poised to strike every single one of them. Any air I might have had left instantly and the knives fell to the ground with a clatter.

"What the fuck..." I managed to whisper as my whole body shock. "Why does that k-keep happening?"

"Like you that wasn't what you wanted?" I shot a glance over at Jackie and frowned.

"I-I take it... I-I m-must do that a lot then?" Jack scoffed and Jacks eyes darkened. Even Mark looked concerned and not that long ago he was yelling me out. "Oh... ok then." I started to push myself away from everyone when Jack grabbed my hand forcing me to stop.

"Anti, what happened?" I narrowed my eyes and he frowned. "You were... talking to yourself and..."

"They won't shut up." I pulled my knees up as Jack just stared at me in worry. "I don't understand anything. I don't remember anything. And I have these voices... constantly yapping my head off."

"What are they saying?" That wasn't Jack that time. I looked over to see Chase moving closer. I just stared at my hands and sighed.

"Nothing good, Chase." I held my head tightly as the tears started to fall. "Nothing good at all."