He walked over to me and sat down it was dead silent for what it felt like hours but it was only seconds and then he broke the silence.. "what did I ever do wrong"?.. I can feel my heart start to beat faster and faster and finally I was able to pull myself to gather and I say "maybe we should talk some other time I have alot going on".. he says " okay.. well when would be a right time for you then" I say "how about tomorrow maybe we can have dinner and catch up"? He says " that sounds great text me what time".. I throw away my food and rush out the door After I left the cafe I decided that I should treat myself to some shopping I walk into one store and as I'm looking through an aisle I see this beautiful baby blue dress it has cut outs on the waist and is a pretty short dress shorter than I'd typically wear but I decided to feel a little risky so I bought it I went and checked out and I never felt so confident and more sure of myself I didn't really know when I'd wear it or if I'd wear but it'd be nice to dream I would I go into the next store and as I see in the window is a display of wine and search to bottles and buy some I decided it was time to treat myself to a calm and relaxing night when I finally made it home I immediately popped opened the bottle and poured me a glass and decided to run me bath and after I get out of the relaxing bath i drink more wine and more and more until I eventually pass out
