ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ // ʀᴀғᴇ ᴄᴀᴍᴇʀᴏɴ

10.

I QUICKLY PUT ON A CROP TOP. Rafe is annoyed that he has been waiting for me for 10 minutes. I don't think he's annoyed because of that alone.

"June come on" he yells from downstairs. "Yes I'm coming" I yell back irritated. I take another look at my outfit and then run downstairs. "It took so long for just this outfit" he sighs.

"Be nice." I say irritated. " what? I just have to wait for you" "you want me to come with you" I take my bag from the coat rack.

We both walk out the door irritated. I cross my arms towards Sarah's house. Rafe follows me grumpily.

"Hey guys" we suddenly meet topper. "hey" I smile at him. "How are you?" he asks me. "I'm fine" I let my arms hang by my side.

"And with you" he asks Rafe. "Fine," Rafe says bluntly. I roll my eyes. Luckily we arrive at Sarah's house because this was getting more and more uncomfortable.

"I'm going to look for John B" I say quickly to Rafe. He rolls his eyes. I sigh and search the crowd for my friends. "Hey" I smile when I see them.

JJ puts an arm around me. "Wait, did I miss something" kie says with a laugh. Pope also looks at us with wide eyes. "we're okay again" I look at JJ with a smile.

"finally" kie does a happy dance. I look through the crowd at Rafe. He looks really grumpy in my direction. "trouble in paradise again" whispers JJ

"Yeah I don't know why" I sigh again. I look back at Rafe, who is suddenly gone. "Hey" Sarah arrives completely happy. She gives John b a kiss.

Sometimes I'm a little jealous of what they have. I don't think they have much of a fight. Everyone has a fight. Only my and Rafe's fight really never makes sense.

I'm going to see if Rafe wants to talk" I sigh and you let go of me. "good luck and I'll be here if it doesn't work out" he smiles at me. "thanks JJ" I smile back.

I search through the crowd for Rafe. Ahead I see Topper leaning against a table. "Hey have you seen Rafe?" I ask him, I think

Topper is very drunk because he doesn't understand my question. "rafe?" "yes rafe" I say with a laugh. " rafe went outside" "thanks" I walk outside looking for rafe.

When I get outside I see Rafe standing there. With an arm around the blond girl I hate so so much. Rafe shakes Barry's hand.I shake my head and go inside.

All thoughts go through my mind. Is Rafe seriously on the coke again, he would cheat on that girl. Unconsciously tears stream down my cheeks.

"Hey what's up" JJ hold me back. I say nothing and burst into tears. "Are you arguing?" he asks softly. "He's outside with fucking barry" I say through my tears.

"Maybe it's something completely different June. Don't worry," JJ says calmingly. "First talk and then draw a conclusion, I've taught you," he says with a laugh.

I wipe my tears. "You're right" I smile at him. "I'm so glad I have you again" I give JJ another hug.

Maybe I'm too quick to conclude it's nothing and this argument makes no sense anyway. "I'm going to get something to drink, you want some too?" I ask JJ

" no I'm fine" he smiles, "don't worry" he whispers. I nod softly and walk to the kitchen for a drink. I'd rather just go home.

I arrive in the kitchen. Rafe's girl is sitting on the kitchen counter and Rafe is standing between her legs and leaning his back against her.

"Oh no" she says laughing when she sees me. I roll my eyes and grab a drink. Rafe moves away from her. why is he so sneaky all of a sudden?

"Don't mind me" I look at Rafe and walk away shaking my head. "She's not worth it" I hear the girl say laughing.

Somehow I was hoping Rafe would stop me and say it's nothing, but now I'm walking through the crowd here all alone.

"Hey what's up?" Topper asks, he almost falls over me. " never mind it's nothing" I smile at him, "you're my best friend I see something is wrong" he was holding my shoulder.

"By the way, we have to come up with a plan again, Rafe is back in coke and even with that blonde girl" says topper. I knew it. Topper puts his hand over his mouth. "I wasn't allowed to say this"

I storm back to the kitchen. Rafe looks at me strangely as I approach. "Fuck you" I pull the ring I got from Rafe about a year ago and throw the ring at his head.

"wtf june" he yells at me. We are attracting a crowd so I shake my head and walk out.

The cold air hits my face. "not so fast" Rafe stops me. "Let me go Rafe" I say angrily.
"wtf is your problem all of a sudden" he yells at me.

" my problem? Maybe you should just ask what your problem is. You're on drugs and just don't tell anyone except your own girlfriend" I yell at him.

He looks shocked at me, "yes I know what you're doing Rafe" I roll my eyes. "and I always do my best for you" tears stream down my cheeks.

" do your best? You're just whining about wanting to go back to the cut. You don't talk to me about your problems because you just push me away. I was frustrated about this and so I started taking drugs so that I don't leave you."

It comes like a slap in the face. Rafe is gasping from screaming. I take my keys from my jacket pocket. I'll take the key to our house.

I walk over to Rafe and press the key into his hand. "Maybe we're not meant to be" tears stream down my cheeks. I look at the ground.

"That's not what I meant" Rafe says a little calmed down.
"Maybe we're too different from each other and it's all moving too fast" I still look at the ground.

"If you walk away now never come back to me" Rafe hisses at me, I look up and anger is in his eyes. "the choice is yours"

All thoughts are going through my head. What do I really want and what not. I want to spend my whole life worrying about someone who might not be able to help after all. Do I have to solve my own problems first?

I give Rafe a soft kiss and slowly walk back. I turn and walk away. Away from the love of my life or so I thought.

In a way she might be right, our relationship is just having downs at the moment. I no longer see positive things.