Her life looks so good. She's got everything she wants in her life. The love of her life is everything to her and she shows it, but she forgets the downs that turn her whole life.
Dan she still sees the good memories of him or do the negative thing...
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FROM THE FRIDGE I TAKE A BOTTLE OF WATER AND SOME FRUIT. I open JJ's room door and gently wake him.
"Ugh june What time is it" JJ turns around again. I look around my phone. "It's 2 o'clock in the afternoon" I say laughing. "I have water and some fruit for you by the way"
JJ opens her eyes and pulls me into a hug. "How are you feeling?" he asks. "pretty good" I say softly.
" are you sure" JJ puts his hand on my leg. I shrug. "It's not the Rafe who Recognized and I don't quite understand what went wrong either"
JJ looks at me with pity. "But it's okay" I say softly. JJ opens his arms and I lie down with him. "Everything always works out," he says softly.
"I'm going to see John b, he and Sarah had a fight yesterday too" I slowly get up again. "You get from camerons" says JJ with a laugh.
I shake my head laughing and walk out of the room. I grab another bottle of water and knock on John b's door, "come in"
I gently push his door open. "Hey" I throw the bottle at him. "Hey" John B looks to the side. "how are you?" I sit next to him on his bed.
He shrugs. "how are you and Sarah?" again he shrugs, "what were you arguing about"
"She didn't understand that I was attacking Rafe, because of course it's her brother, but in the end her brother can hurt my sister" John b shakes his head. "You shouldn't let me and Rafe's fight come between you"
"No I know, but it's always about Rafe. She doesn't see that it does something to you and to be honest I'm getting tired of it"
"Maybe it's my fault this time too" "It's not your fault Rafe apparently still can't behave after more than a year, you have to understand that it's not your fault"
I sigh. "he told me he was on the coke again because I didn't tell him" I look at the floor. John b shakes his head.
"It's not your fault he can't keep their noses off the coke, you never talked before. He has to understand that you don't just do that"
"I know, but he has changed everything for me and I have nothing" John b sighs. "I prefer to say that you don't have to change anything, but I know how difficult you can be sometimes" says John b with a laugh.
I give him a hug. "Dad would really hate us if he knows we are both with a cameron" I say with a laugh. "the old man is more than proud of us"
"You know I really saw in a good old joint" I say laughing and slowly stand up again. " do you also want?" I ask John b. "If you're going to get it anyway," he says with a laugh.
I walk out of his room and walk to JJ. "Do you want weed too?" I'm standing in the doorway. "Do you have to ask that of course I want weed" I shake my head laughing and put on my shoes.
I walk down the porch towards Barry. This is literally my first time getting weed from Barry in a year. I've officially stopped smoking weed, but now I'm really looking forward to it.
I'm a little hesitant about going to Barry. We were pretty close before. Everyone hated Barry, but if you really got to know him, he wasn't that bad.
I rebelled with Barry more and more throughout the year. I'm going around his filthy path. I honestly didn't miss this.
"Look at that" I hear Barry say, laughing. Someone else turns to me. I immediately see Rafe's look.
" to what do I owe this high visit?" Barry bows to me. "Can I have weed?" "Sure" Barry walks in graying.
I wait a little uncomfortably on his porch. I turn my head to Rafe who looks uncomfortably at the table.
He looks up slowly. I quickly look away. Does Barry have to plant the weed himself why does this take so long. "Look at princess" I take it from him.
"It's so uncomfortable here," he says with a laugh. "You can say something to each other, if necessary one last good fuck" I roll my eyes and give Barry the money.
"No? too fast?" he says laughing again. "Maybe you should take care of yourself instead of us" I say bluntly. " come on june, where's your sense of humor gone did you leave it behind"
"did you know rafe that you have the wildest ex girlfriend ever, june used to be a beast. Do you remember the time we both got stoned here?"
I smile at the floor. "That was really the best weed I'd had at the time" Rafe gives us both a weird look. "Do you remember Barry. That I once asked for a friend's service and you literally said ' trade it in for me'" I say arrogantly and cross my arms.
" don't act like we were best friends we're not and we never will" Barry and Rafe both look at me. "later coke junkies" I walk down the porch
