Double secret Romance

8- Butterflies x2

Lena

7:23AM

It was so difficult to stay asleep last night. I just kept tossing and turning. I can't even fall back asleep right now after waking up from my short one hour dream. It's obvious that I had a restless night. It's probably because I keep thinking about Sol. My thoughts seem to be only about Sol. Can't get that girl off my mind and I know why. I really like her, like badly. I've gained much more feelings now that I've met her, but I just always felt so connected to her. And yeah I did stalk her Instagram a couple of times before meeting her... like once during the day...And once again before sleeping. I just wanted to know more and more about her. Realistically, I just like to stare at her.

I groaned in pain as I touched my forehead. As if that's gonna help my headache. Oh, coffee would actually help. I also need some pain killers.

My body shot up in realization. Sol is actually here and she's doing my makeup today. What am I gonna wear? I have to look good. As I quickly look through my closet, a knock interrupted my thinking. The door slowly opened. "Lena, are you up?" Lisa's eyes finally found me. I'm too groggy to reply so I just looked at her. "Oh good, I'm gonna get started on breakfast, Sol is gonna help me" she wiggled her eyebrows at me. Okay why did she do that thing with her eyebrows? I finally gained the energy to talk, "Okay I'll be there to help right now, as soon as I can". She nodded her head. I yelled for her before she left, "wait, do you think you could make me some iced coffee, my head hurts" I asked while pouting. She gave me a simple nod. Well seems like she will be making it, thankfully. Her iced coffee tastes better than when I make it myself.

I stayed silent for a moment just replaying the conversation I just had with Lisa. Something's different about her. I know Lisa is a morning person, but she seems to be more cheerful than usual.

Makeup

It's Lisa's turn first so I get to sit back and watch Sol, or stare at her actually if I'm honest. Maybe I can learn a little bit about makeup too. I decided to take a quick snap of Sol doing Lisa's makeup for the Instagram stories.

Lisa

I can't stop thinking about what happened last night between Sol & I. Being this close to her face right now isn't making it any easier to conceal how I feel. And to make this even harder, she's literally standing in between my legs. "Okay, I'm going to start on your foundation". I watched her reach over to grab a beauty sponge and two different foundations. Once she stepped back to her position her thigh accidentally was too close to me and kind of touched me on my intimate area. Her eyes widen when she realized and quickly moved her leg. I didn't want her to move it though. I was hoping her leg would stay there. She continued putting on the foundation but now my body is urging for her touch. I can feel my heartbeats again just like last night. I just want to pull her closer by her shirt and kiss her.

Sol and I keep making eye contact with each other. I think that she knows & understands my body language. Probably that's why her hands started shaking a little bit. "You're so pretty" she whispered to me before stepping away to get a different makeup product. I bit my bottom lip softly feeling my cheeks get a little warm. I looked over at Lena really quickly and noticed she was on her phone. It's too risky to kiss Sol right now though so I gave up quickly on my idea. Then suddenly Lena got a phone call. I internally smiled. Hopefully Lena leaves my room for this phone call.

"I'll be back" she told us. My thoughts came true.

Sol started to apply powder onto my face but I quickly interrupted her. I pulled her leg to be close to me again and with my other hand I grabbed her face to kiss her. I kinda surprised her but not in a bad way. We kissed passionately in the few moments we had. I gently squeeze her leg that I'm still holding, so she pushed it against me. Specifically her knee. Sol really knows how to do these things.
We kept kissing for a few more moments until Sol broke the kiss. I'm glad she did because I wouldn't have. I was actually ready to just lock Lena out of my room. Sol's touch is so warm & soft, I can't get enough. "I'm sorry Lisa, but Lena will be back any moment". I nodded my head in agreement. She's right, it would be awkward if Lena caught us. But we eventually have to tell her.

How am I supposed to tell Lena that I really like Sol and that she likes me too? Lena's gonna be so disappointed. She's basically the main reason Sol is even here. Lena was who brought her up and Lena is the one who found her. But I'll admit I was the one who had the idea of Sol doing our makeup. It wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for Lena's persuading though. Sometimes I think she's mum's favorite.

Gosh, I feel so guilty for liking Sol. I've tried not to like her, so much.
I'm sorry Lena.

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