My own Misery (On-going)

CHAPTER 3

Bye?

After the conversation with mom, we plan something to get justice for Luisa. honestly, it's not fine with me but this is for my twin, so I have no choice. thinking about my friends, how can I tell them that I need to transfer? how they would feel about it? and how about a school ni Luisa? how can I handle it? Luisa is smart and intelligent. what if his grade dropped because of me? Omg, this is going to be crazy.

"Mom I have to go" I kissed her cheeks before turning to my car. I'm going to school to tell my friends about this and to say goodbye too. sinabi narin naman sakin ni mom na ok na ang lahat para sa paglipat ko, she's been waiting for my decision.

"Take care anak and I'm sorry again" here she goes again. after ng pag uusap namin ay walang ginawa si mom kung hindi ang mag sorry sakin ng paulit ulit. Hindi pinaalam ni mom ang nangyari kay luisa. kami lang na nasa bahay at mga friends ko ang nakakaalam, at syempre yung police at mga nakakita sa nangyari.

"Mom I told you it's fine, don't be feeling sorry again. after all It's my decision" she nodded. to be honest I'm not sure yet but I have no choice. I hope it won't be hard for me.

When I got to school I immediately looked for my friends. sakto lang pala ang dating ko dahil break time rin naman nila. habang nag lalakad ay may iilang studyante na tumitingin sakin, iniisip ata kung bakit hindi ako naka uniform, I just flip my hair and raised my eyebrow to them. anong tinitingin nila tss.
   
"Luis!" I immediately looked at Megan when she call me. Megan was with our friends. lumapit ako sa kanila and kissed their cheeks.

"what the hell Luis?! why you're not wearing a uniform?" Amanda said and raised her eyebrow. tumingin lang sakin si daniella at megan. sabay sabay naman kaming naglakad papunta sa cafeteria. and as often happens they looked at us.

"well i have something to tell you girls." I said and smile bitterly kaya napaligon uli sakin si daniella and she shrugged. may nahahalata siguro siya. I really don't have any idea how can i tell this to them.

"Can we talk about that later" ani megan. Tumango lang ako at sumang ayon naman ang dalawa. "malapit na ang foundation day girl's, so what are we plan?" I shrugged and sit beside them. para saan pa? hindi rin naman ako makakasama.

"Ms. Synt Javier si luis ng 2020 and Ms. Foundation day 2021 naman si amanda. so it means si luis ang sasali ngayong 2022 Foundation day." I'll stop after hearing that to daniella. kaming dalawa ni amanda ang sinasali nila sa pageant, even though i don't agree to them ay wala akong choice. gusto nila na salitan kami ni amanda sa mga pageant sa school, dahil saming mag kakaibigan kami lang naman ang may hilig ni amanda sa pagrampa. that's why her manager also want to manage me. pero sa pagkakataong yun ay hindi nako payag. I like joining pageant but that's not i love to do.

"I'm sorry girl's but i won't join again" Lumingon sila saking tatlo at kumunot ang noo. " I mean I wanted to, but hindi ako makakasali." dagdag ko pa. kaya mas lalo silang naguluhan.

"What? You wanted to join but hindi ka makakasali? Then why?" Megan asked. Dahil nandito narin naman na kami sa topic na to ay mas minabuti ko naring sabihin sa kanila.

"I'm gonna transfer tomorrow" I sigh.

"What the fuck luis! are you freaking serious?!" Amanda Shouted. napalakas ata ang sigaw niya dahil may iilang student na tumingin sa pwesto namin.

"I'm really sorry girl's, I really wanted to tell you the reason but I'm not allowed, but don't worry this is for my twin." alanganin man ay tumango lang sila.

"Well just like what you said we are not allowed to hear your reason, but we are here for you, you know that right" Amanda said and I nod.

"Hay, That's why i noticed your weird action, but i hope if the time's right you will tell us your reason." I knew it. may nahahalata na talaga si daniella kanina pa. or talaga halata lang sakin na may iniisip ako.