Your Icy Exterior

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"Then she just walked away?" Ontari asked.

I nodded. I heard ontari sigh from her place next to me on the couch.

"I'm not sure what I was expecting, I guess just a little bit more than what I got" I said quietly.

"You love her" ontari stated.

I opened my mouth then closed it, not knowing what to say.

I nodded slowly.

I felt ontari wrap her arm around me. I rested my head on her shoulder.

"She'll come around im sure she just needs time" ontari whispered.

I only nodded again.

"Mommy why are you sad?" I heard a small sleepy voice say.

I looked to my right to see little Koda finally waking up.
His grey eyes shining in the candle light and his y/h hair messed up from sleep.

I smiled and opened my arms for him. He climed into my arms and snuggled into me.

"I'm fine love, we were just discussing something" I said quietly.

He nodded
"Okay mommy"

"Well I know you just woke up but it is actually time for you to go to sleep" I said to the small boy.

"But I'm not tired" he said with a yawn at the end.

Ontari chucked.
"Sure kid"

He gave ontari a small glare. Ontari just rolled her eyes.

"Come on love let's go you and ontari can finish your fued tomorrow" I said smirking.

"By squirt" ontari teased

Koda stuck his tounge out at ontari.

"God I didn't know I had two children" I whispered.

"So are you sleeping here or what?" I asked ontari.

"I'll sleep here if thats fine" she said.

I nodded.

We both climed into the bed. I felt ontari wrap her arms around my waist. And I did the same.

"Goodnight bitch"

"Fuck off ontari"

I held kodas hand as we walked down the hallway. Ontari on the other side of him.
We walked till we reached the dining hall. We opened the door and walked in. People sat at the various table. I spotted Roan and he waived us over.

I gave him small smile and noticed the other sitting with him.
He got up and gave me another hug. And have Koda a fist bump.

Hazel and Thomas also came up and gave me tight hugs.

"Hi guys" I whispered.

I felt hazel pull back and I felt someone punch my shoulder.

"Fuck you bitch I missed you, now you have a child" she said serious.

I looked down.

"I know guys I'm sorry" they just nodded and hugged me again.

"Were is everyone else?" Ontari asked.

"You think those lazy asses actually get up this early " Thomas said with a chuckle

"They sound like you squirt" ontari said to Koda

Koda grabbed grape and threw it at ontaris head.

"Rude child" ontari mumbled.

I looked up and Roan was staring at me intently, I looked at the other two to see them also looking at me I sighed.