𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐 | 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚗 𝚡 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚌

𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒

s u n d a y
9:00 pm
L O C A T I O N: the girl's apartment
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jasmine's pov
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"bye sasha! i'll make sure i call dakota and make sure that she calls you." i hugged her. she was a little upset that dakota didn't come back to virginia to say goodbye but i promised i would talk to her.

jean and mikasa had left for the airport this morning and sasha decided to stay a little longer, feeling alone and weird about leaving by herself. it was a little sad, watching sasha being the only person who didn't have someone or something to attach to.

pregnancy was a pain in the ass.

i hated it.

this was my first and last child.

i was barely pregnant but felt like shit every day. i was irritable, hungry, sensitive. things i was already but pregnancy heightened it by 10.

"what's up with dakota?" kiana asked, eren leaning against her chest, barely awake at this point. "i don't know, she said she was coming back and i haven't heard anything from her since." i shrugged. i assumed that she had her phone on silent because whenever i called it, it went straight to voicemail.

"i tried calling armin but he isn't answering." connie opened his arms for me to lay next to him. i snuggled up with him, tiredness falling upon me. "has she posted anything on her socials?" zariyah asked and deja brought out her phone.

"lemme check." she started to type into her phone, analyzing intensely at the screen. "nothing had been updated, imma check armin's." i nodded, tracing shapes into connie's thigh.

i felt him leave a kiss to my forehead, holding me tight. connie was always next to me, close to me, and didn't wanna let me go. he was scared, losing me scared the shit out of him.

we had been together for about 5 years and we already knew so much about each other, i couldn't lose him. he couldn't lose me.

"you feelin' better?" he asked and i nodded. "somewhat." he was referring to this morning where i got pissed off at something he did. it was stupid, and connie was terrific at not fighting me because i was just irritated from something stupid.

connie chuckled, his chest vibrating beneath me.

"okay, i found something!" deja scared the living shit out of eren who jumped. "deja!" kiana harshly whispered, placing eren's head back on her chest lightly. "sorry but i found something," she repeated and zariyah looked over her girlfriend's shoulder.

"hold up-...is that reiner?"

kiana and i perked up at that statement. "nigga what?" kiana patted eren's back and whispered something in his ear before he got to get up to go to their shared bedroom. "okay, i finally can be loud. what the fuck!" kiana went over to deja to look at her phone. i furrowed my eyebrows, confused at why dakota would be with reiner. i mean she did say they were talking but i thought she was joking. 

"ahh shit, it's a picture from tmz. apparently, they found out that some celebrity was at a new years eve party and dakota was that celebrity." i got up from connie's lap and went over to deja's phone, looking at the photo. it was a photo of her and reiner coming down some steps together, her hand on his shoulder. 

"i'm literally gonna kill her." i mumbled, grabbing my phone to text her. "send me that photo." deja nodded and kiana shook her head. "i told her," kiana started to get pissed off. "she's gonna be the reason armin isn't gonna wanna be with her ass." zariyah put her hand on her shoulder, calming her down. 

"i'm sure there is a reason for this." 

"no, dakota is just self-destructing like always. she can never just be happy."