𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐 | 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚗 𝚡 𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚌

𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦-𝑠𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛

**we are currently on part four, the last part of the book**
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4 : 5 0 p m
L O C A T I O N : armin's car
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"yeah, we probably won't be back until later." armin said into his phone while driving around the streets of virginia. he was on the phone with kiana who was asking about what happened since she was gone for most of the argument. i was sitting in the passenger seat as i tried to stop thinking about what connie had told me. i was gonna be the reason jasmine lost her baby. me.

it brought me the most anxiety that i had ever felt in my life.

"no, connie was 100% in the wrong and jasmine didn't even back dakota up. like the fuck was that about?" i didn't want to hear about it anymore so as armin was talking, i placed my hand on his thigh and looked at him. he glanced over at me and i gave him a look, signaling that i didn't want to hear about it.

he nodded, "hey, dakota and i are about to go get some food. we'll see you back at the house." kiana and armin said their goodbyes before hanging up. "thank you." i mumbled and was about to take my hand back but he grabbed it and held it. armin intertwined our fingers together and rubbed his thumb over the back of my hand.

"you okay?" he asked and i frowned, "i-i...my heart hurts." i admitted. there was this pain in my heart and not only from connie's words but the fact that they came from connie. i've hung out with connie a lot, i've talked with him and we've had fun together but then he turned his back on me. i know he's gonna be a new dad and the stress is a lot however his words were not necessary.

armin pulled into an empty parking garage, drove all the way to the top and parked in a random spot. i wiped my face and sighed. "c'mere." armin held his arms out and i immediately climbed over the middle console to sit on his lap. i buried my face in his neck and let the tears fall, body shaking with sobs as i replayed the words over and over and over again.

armin held me close and rubbed my back in order to calm me down. it was working. he always knew how to calm me down and when i was reduced to sniffles, i pulled back from armin's shoulder to wipe my eyes. "you feel better?" he helped wipe my face. i was such an ugly crier, he didn't wanna admit it but i was.

i nodded, "i think so..." i cleared my throat and looked down at my hands. "he didn't mean it did he?" i murmured and armin held my face in his hands. "no, my love. connie was being an ass. don't put so much pressure on yourself."

"but i feel like that's all they want me to do. i'm never first in anyone's eyes. i always have to put my needs aside for someone else to be happy." i explained and armin shook his head. "not when you're with me you do. remember, i love to see you happy and it brings me so much joy to see you smile. i don't like when you're upset." he frowned. i pursed my lips, leaning forward to press my forehead against his.

"i love you..." i smiled slightly. "i love you more." he then leaned forward to capture my lips into a gentle kiss. my mouth parted and i felt his tongue run against mine, pulling me closer to his chest.

i gripped onto his shirt and tilted my head to make the kiss deeper. armin lifted his hips up to get more comfortable and leaned his seat back while gripping my ass in his hands.

i groaned in his mouth and relaxed in armin's arms. he licked into my mouth, sliding his hand up to the side of my neck and rubbing his thumb against my cheek.

"min..." i pulled away and caught my breath. "i want it right now." i reached near his belt, tugging on it. "needy baby." he smirked up at me. i nodded eagerly, pouting a little as i started undoing his belt.

"then go ahead...it's yours."

i had never been on top before so i was a little nervous but i sucked it up and pulled his dick out. armin winced from the air and i licked my palm and started jerking him to full hardness.