Poems for the lost souls

Those random times

Those random times

Do you know those random times you start to cry

When tears fall from your eyes

Those times when you hide in the dark shadows of your room wishing for the demons of depression to stop stalking you

When you curl up into a ball on the floor and all your emotion fades away

When you rather die then take another breath

When your not sure what happiness is anymore

When it seems like no one cares for you anymore

The incapability to move, no motivation

You find no reason to to keep going, no reason to still be trapped in your mind

You ask yourself “who fucking cares anymore”?

You harm yourself, try to end life it’s self

You try the “new trend” of these days, sucide

But it doesn’t work the way you wanted

Now your mom knows about your issues

Even though she makes it seem like she doesn’t care

She gets drunk with her boyfriend, letting you fight these demons by yourself

Now you eat the icecream you graved, unnoticed

You go back to the pit of hell

And sink into your phone to speak with your friends, trying to seek the little joy you can

Your still standing here today, maybe lost in your mind, maybe not fully in reality

Yet your still alive

You have not died

That is because you still have not fulfilled your purpose in life.