Why?

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Im messed up,
I'm stressed,
Why?
Life's fucked up
I wanna die
Why?
I hide my emotions
I hide myself
Why?
I front to everyone
Till I believe my lies
Why?
I don't let people in
I shut them out forever
Why?
I ignore my mind
I worry about others before me
Why?
I cut myself
To let the voices out
Why?
I make the water hot
To drown the screams
Why?
I lecture myself for hours
When I mess up the slightest
Why?
The same scenes play in repeat in my head
Beating me up inside
Why?
Why. Why. Why. Why. Why.
I'll never know why.

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