Poems for the lost souls

You don't love me anymore

Suddenly it hard to breath
Hard to think
Hard to see clearly
Suddenly I was swiped off my feet
Not in a fairy tale,
No, no prince charming
Or knight in shining armour
Just me
Alone
On the ground
Trying to figure out how it went wrong
Trying to figure out what I did
What caused us to be like this
Looking through memories
It kills me
Biting my lip to not cry
It's all I can do to survive the night
I hate to say it,
You don't love me anymore,
But....I'll always love you.
I'll always think you were incredible
Always think I couldn't have lived without you
You picked up broken pieces
Resembling me slowly
Making me better then before
Your love saved me
And now I'm pushed out the door
I'm sorry I couldn't be there to change your mind
I'm sorry I tried to fight for you
And lost in the one sided war
You don't love me anymore
It's hard to comprehend
Everytime something happens 
I want to go to you
Want to hug you and hear your voice
Hear you tell me your proud
That it's going to be okay
When I think of breaking down
Thoughts of you made it go away
But now, how do I figure this all out?
How do I help myself?
Carry these hundreds of pounds you dropped
I know
You don't love me anymore
Talking to you is going to make it worse
Craving your touch is making it worse
But how do you stop loving someone?
Someone you have gone through so much with?
Someone you told so much too?
You said you wanted to relay on me more
To open up more
Because you trusted me and loved me
Said you wanted me know more
When you called me a smartass or toddler or blondy
You use Mrs.
And you told me you knew it meant married
One day your claiming me
Next day you don't love me
How does that just happen?
How do you suddenly stop?
Suddenly leave me?
Suddenly make my heart stop?
It hurts most days....
I don't think it will go away
For a long time
But, I'll try to be alright.