Loki x Y/n imagines

Come back I still need you💚pt.2

A week later:

After your death, Loki has fallen into depression once again. Everyone tried to talk to him because they knew how much you meant to him but everyday he's been isolating himself from everyone else, he didn't say a single word to anyone for the whole week, he stopped eating only ate maybe once or twice a day at best, he's whole life felt like it was falling apart which it was. Finally after 1 week he got out of his room only to go and visit your grave but Tony stops him in his tracks.

Tony: listen uh Loki I need to give you something.
*Loki only looked back at him, not saying anything*
Tony: uh well they were clearing out Y/n's room and they found this letter under her pillow. It's addressed to you so, here you go.
*Tony hands him the letter, which he takes and leaves*

***

*he arrives in front of your grave, standing there first he organises all the flowers and the pictures then takes a moment remembering you once again*

Loki: Y/n, I...I know that your not coming back or that you aren't here right now and I'm probably talking to an empty grave but I just wanted you to know that-I....you were my best friend, my partner..my soulmate and I loved you more than you'll ever know. And I miss you...a lot.
*he says while he's voice started to break down*
He then finally opens the letter,

"ℋℯ𝓎 ℒℴ𝓀𝒾, 𝒾𝒻 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌ℯ𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝓊𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 ℐ 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓌𝒽ℯ𝓃 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓅𝓇ℴ𝒷𝒶𝒷𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝒾ℊ𝒽𝓉'𝓋ℯ 𝒻ℴ𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 ℴ𝓇 𝓈ℴ𝓂ℯℴ𝓃ℯ ℯ𝓁𝓈ℯ 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓌𝒶𝓎 ℐ 𝒽𝒶𝓋ℯ 𝒷ℯℯ𝓃 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉ℴ 𝓈𝒽ℴ𝓌 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁ℯ𝓉𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝒷ℯ𝒶𝒸𝓊𝓈ℯ ℐ'𝓋ℯ 𝒷ℯℯ𝓃 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉ℴ 𝓉ℯ𝓁𝓁 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓈ℴ𝓂ℯ𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝒻ℴ𝓇 𝒶 𝓁ℴ𝓃ℊ 𝓉𝒾𝓂ℯ 𝒷𝓊𝓉 ℐ 𝓃ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 ℯ𝓃ℴ𝓊ℊ𝒽 𝒸ℴ𝓊𝓇𝒶ℊℯ 𝒻ℴ𝓇 𝒾𝓉. 𝒲ℯ'𝓋ℯ 𝒷ℯℯ𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝒻ℴ𝓇 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝓉ℯ 𝓈ℴ𝓂ℯ𝓉𝒾𝓂ℯ 𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷ℯℯ𝓃 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝒷ℯ𝓈𝓉 𝓎ℯ𝒶𝓇𝓈 ℴ𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝒻ℯ 𝒷ℯ𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎ℴ𝓊. 𝒴ℴ𝓊 𝒶𝓇ℯ 𝓂𝓎 𝒷ℯ𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓁𝓁 𝓃ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃ℊℯ 𝓃ℴ 𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉 ℴ𝒻 𝓂ℯ 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉ℯ𝒹 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ 𝓂ℴ𝓇ℯ 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝒩ℴ 𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓉ℯ𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽ℯ ℴ𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇𝓈 𝓈𝒶𝒾𝒹 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓌ℯ𝓇ℯ 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 ℯ𝓍𝓉𝓇ℴ𝒹𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓇𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 ℯ𝓎ℯ𝓈. ℐ 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃ℊ𝓁ℯ 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉 ℴ𝒻 𝓎ℴ𝓊, 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹, 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝒽ℯ𝒶𝓇𝓉, 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓉𝓇𝓊ℯ 𝓃𝒶𝓉𝓊𝓇ℯ, 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓎 𝓈ℯ𝓃𝓈ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝒽𝓊𝓂ℴ𝓇, ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃ℊ. ℐ 𝓃ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝒸𝒽ℴ𝓈ℯ 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ 𝒾𝓃 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅ℯ𝓃ℯ𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 ℐ 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋ℯ 𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓇ℯℊ𝓇ℯ𝓉𝓈 𝒶𝒷ℴ𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 ℯ𝒾𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇. 𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝒾'𝓋ℯ 𝒷ℯℯ𝓃 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉ℴ 𝓉ℯ𝓁𝓁 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻ℴ𝓇 𝒶 𝓁ℴ𝓃ℊ 𝓉𝒾𝓂ℯ 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎ℯ𝓈 ℐ 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇ℯ𝒹 𝒾'𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝒹𝓂𝒾𝓉 𝒾𝓉. ℐ 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇ℯ𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓎𝒷ℯ 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝒻ℯℯ𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝓇 𝓈𝒶𝓂ℯ 𝓌𝒶𝓎 ℐ 𝒻ℯ𝓁𝓉 𝒻ℴ𝓇 𝓎ℴ𝓊, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓃ℴ𝓌 ℐ 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓈ℯ 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 ℴ𝓀. ℐ𝒻 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝒻ℯℯ𝓁 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓈𝒶𝓂ℯ 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓃ℯ, 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈ℯ 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀ℯ ℐ 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃'𝓉 𝒸𝒽ℴℴ𝓈ℯ 𝓉ℴ 𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓃ℴ ℴ𝓃ℯ 𝒸𝒶𝓃. 𝒯𝒽ℯ 𝒽ℯ𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒷ℯ 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝓉ℯ𝓇𝒾ℴ𝓊𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓊𝓃𝓅𝓇ℯ𝒹𝒾𝒸𝓉𝒶𝒷𝓁ℯ. 𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝒶ℊ𝒶𝒾𝓃 ℐ 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓌𝒽ℯ𝓃 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓎𝒷ℯ 𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓎ℴ𝓊'𝓋ℯ 𝓂ℴ𝓋ℯ𝒹 ℴ𝓃 ℴ𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓎𝒷ℯ ℐ'𝓂 𝓃ℴ𝓉 𝒶𝓇ℴ𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓂ℴ𝓇ℯ ℴ𝓇 ℐ 𝒹ℴ𝓃'𝓉 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 ℐ 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃ℯℯ𝒹ℯ𝒹 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓉ℴ 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓉 ℴ𝓃ℯ 𝓅ℴ𝒾𝓃𝓉 ℴ𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝒻ℯ. ℐ 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊, ℒℴ𝓀𝒾 𝓂ℴ𝓇ℯ 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓎ℴ𝓊'𝓁𝓁 ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓌.
                                                                     - 𝒴/𝒩"

*After reading it, tears were flowing out of Loki's eyes as he fell on his knees holding the letter close to his chest*

Loki's POV:
Y/n loved me. She truly loved me, the only person who's ever been kind to me my only friend that I was madly in love with loved me back and I could've been with her. We could've been together if I just told her about it. She was always there for me, the opportunity was right in front of me but because of my stupidity I lost her. And now it's too late cause she's gone.

***
Dad after day passed, Loki stayed the same. He visited your grave every week other than that he sometimes went on missions with Thor or else most of the time he would voluntarily lock himself in the dungeons blaming himself for your death over and over.
None of this felt fair to him either. You were his life, but life is far away from fair.