Loki x Y/n imagines

Blinded by your love💚(pt.2)

Y/n: why did you this to me?? *you yelled at him as he sighs with guilt in his eyes*
Loki: ok Y/n, I-I'm sorry.
Y/n: yeah that dosen't really fix anything nor does it answer my question.
*both of get up as you both stand right on top of the Vormir*
Loki: ok look I-for a second I thought that was going to be my last time too, but I didn't die there I heard everything. I heard your
all your screams, your tears, your touch, I felt it. But I couldn't move. I just wanted to
to-to hear your beautiful laugh again, i just wanted to hug you there and tell you everything will be alright. That scream shattered my heart to pieces. And after I...I got well again I just couldn't go back because I felt so..so guilty. I was reason, you were broken. I was the reason Thor fell into depression I couldn't avoid that guilt so I tried punishing myself for it. I locked myself away in a dungeon had the guards beat me up from time to time, thinking about you and the same guilt over and over again until a few months ago it felt like I was dying everyday I would cry and scream on the cold floor but you weren't there. I couldn't live without you so I finally tracked you down and as I came to visit I overheard you and Bruce talking about the soul stone and how you needed to collect it. And I just couldn't visit you as myself cause I know after everything that has happened you wouldn't let me come here so I disguised myself as Bruce so that you wouldn't actually sacrifice yourself for this. You deserve to live, to be happy not this.
*you stared deep into his emerald green orbs finally after so much time you got to look at those eyes again, hear his silky voice again*
Loki: look I was being a coward I was scared so I kept on hiding not knowing the damage I caused so if you can't forgive me..that's ok.  If you want to leave me now..I-that's still ok but please don't do this-
*as he almost finished his sentence you connected your lips with his, cutting him off. At first he was surprised but then he leaned into it, as your kiss deepened, his hands caressed your waist. A tear still fell out of your eye as you got mad at yourself for forgiving him this easy but you couldn't resist. After a second as you both pulled away, he gently wiped the tear from your face*
Y/n: I...I forgive you, love. *you whispered to him as a smile crept up onto his face*
Loki: I love you, Y/n. I love you so f*cking much. *he said with a shaky voice as you let a small giggle out*
*he tilted his head toward yours, as both your foreheads rested against each other's. Until one of his legs strangled around yours making you fall, as he pins you on the ground*
Loki: sorry, love but I did come here with a purpose. One to make sure your ok and two to make sure you live. Just tell Thor I love him.
*using your skills as well you manage to flip him over now pinning him to the ground*
Y/n: your gonna tell that to him yourself. I've lived through hell once and I can't do it again.
*you quickly got up as you ran and jump off but immediately Loki catches onto your arm*
Loki: Y/n, No! I can't.
Y/n: Loki, please just let me go.
Loki: but Y/n-
Y/n: Loki, listen to me. I don't know where I'll be going in the afterlife or what it's like but no matter wherever I end up I will not stop for even a second until I find you. No matter what happens now we will meet again....I promise.
Loki: Y/n please. I can't live without you.
Y/n: it's ok. Whenever you need me just close your eyes and...do you remember the song we always used to sing?
Loki: ...yes *he says as his voice starts breaking*
Y/n: now close your eyes and repeat it with me.
*Loki tries to stop his tears as he hesitantly closes his eyes*

Loki & Y/n:
Happiness is a butterfly
Try to catch it
Like every night.
It escapes from my hand
Into moonlight.

*both of you started singing, both your voices were breaking but along with it memories of you both flashed both your minds*

Loki and Y/n:
Everyday is a lullaby.
Hum it on the phone
like....every night.
*as the last words escaped your mouth, you pulled your arm away and let the wind take you, you quickly fell as your heart stops. He opens his eyes to your dead body lying on the ground tears were uncontrollably falling out of his eyes. He took the dagger that lying on the floor and as he almost stabbed himself he stopped with the thought of Thanos. He caused all this and now this will be the only way he can get revenge on him for all this, the only way to avenge you as he decided to take your place and continue with your mission*
Loki: I won't let you down, my love. I won't let you down, Y/n.
*he said looking up to the sky with desperate hope of you being up there*