I Am Not Okay With This!

Shitty Sub

So... I got I knew dog yesterday, I have three dogs now. Barron, Atticus and now Hagrid. Except my parents are already planning on re-homing Hagrid! I didn't understand why, at first it just looked like Hagrid had an abusive life to the point his last family gave him a limp leg. But it turns out that Hagrid was really old and sick. He didn't just have a limp leg, he couldn't even walk! My parents are pissed because the original owners said that he was perfectly fine and healthy. We are trying to take care of him, but it's not going well, it's like he's scared of everything.

Other than that, today was going alright so far, It was testing month which means you stay in the first class you gotta go to for 2 whole hours! Doing nothing but testing! The testing thing is for the school to see how far you gotten and what you learned and how you're doing. It's fucking stupid! We already do that shit in class when it's not testing month! But luckly I had to go too PE first today.

The schedule at my school is weird. You go to seven classes each day but it keeps rotating! You'll start off with first period, but then tomorrow you start off with second period, and then 3rd, 4th, 5th, and so on. But every Thursday we have eight classes, every Thursday with have this thing called Seminar. You always go to this class last. Its a thing wear you stay in the class room you got assigned to for a whole hour doing nothing but classwork or homework or what ever it is you need turned in.

It's like tutoring, but it's shit cause I already have tutoring every Wednesday after school. I DON'T NEED FUCKING SEMINAR!!!

So either way, I was in PE this morning and we were doing volley ball. We had to chose one partner and I got my friend Gavin, I didn't wanna be his partner sense I'm ALWAYS his teamed up with him when ever we do this partner shit. It's like I'm his only friend when I know that's not true! He's also not athletic, I don't understand how he even got gym. Anyway we where passing the ball back and forth when suddenly he started getting hurt, and I mean really hurt. His arms were hurting and getting bruised so easily, we stopped passing the ball to take a break when a yellow volleyball hit him directly in the face! Giving him a nose bleed! He started crying like he was back in 1st grade.

That sounds mean but I didn't know what to do in the moment, I SUCK at calming people down. By that I mean I'll just make you cry more, I don't try to, but it just happens. Mr. Steadmen (my gym teacher) took him to the nurses office and I got teamed up with a different partner. After that I went to Math class where I saw that I had a sub today.

NO, NO, NO, FUCK NO!! Not Today we're leaving bye bitch! Started repeating over and over in my head, the reason why is because the sub was someone I did NOT like at all! He has been my substitute gym teacher and science teacher many times but I got into a fight with him last week and the week before that.

Last week, he was my substitute science teacher for a week, and we where supposed to be doing testing on the computer. I never got the chance to take that test, I still don't know what we where supposed to be doing. Anyway some of the computers weren't working so apparently if your assigned computer wasn't working you were supposed to go to the class next door and borrow a computer. But I didn't know that! So when I got my computer and it wasn't working I just closed it and sat there. Not knowing what to do, I wanted to ask for help but that just felt stupid!

Later the sub noticed me not doing anything and asked if my computer wasn't working. I said yes but then he got mad at me for no good reason! He started saying stuff like; I literally just told everyone what to do if your computer isn't working! We had a talk about this before, about not doing anything if something was wrong! Do you act like this at home? Your parents probably are mad at you all the time don't they?

He was speaking out loud! The class could hear everything that was happening! But yet they did nothing! My friends didn't even do anything either! So I just grabbed my bag and took off. I ended up doing that same thing the rest of the week. And I have no regrets. Period!

And then the week before that, he was being my substitute gym teacher for the day and I was getting into a fight with one of the kids. We were fighting about that it was my groups turn to be at the mask break station and how him and his group were out there for three whole stations already!

Someone in my group got the sub and he asked what the problem was. The boy I was fighting with said that I was acting like a girl and the sub started laughing! THAT WAS JUST FUCKING BULLSHIT!!! Once he was done laughing he just took off and helped one of the other groups with their station! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!?!?!?!

Other than that, I was still pissed off at him. I was about to walk away and skip class until that old bag looked up and saw me standing at the door, I remembered that I still had unfinished math work I needed to get done. So I had to stay... GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!!! He didn't even know what he was doing the entire time! The class had to help him figure shit out! Why did Mrs. Jones (my Math teacher) even chose him as a substitute!? But anyway I didn't hold back my laughter, he should know how funny this was to me.

After math class, I went to lunch and ate by myself. This was quite normal for me. When I was done eating, I went to the Library to read. Before I read, I look around the Library to see if they have anything that catches my eye or might seems interesting. I found to books that didn't look related but if you read what they were about, they're related. 

But the bad thing is I already had 4 other books in my bag I haven't finished reading yet, and there's not enough room so now I had to carry all six books with my arms. I didn't mind at all though. I like showing people how extra I am.

Nothing else important really happened today, but I did get into a fight with my mom. Some how I was being a jerk to my little sister Genevieve? I have 4 siblings. One older sister, two little sisters, and one little brother. After the fight she started acting like nothing bad even happened. My family always does this...