I'm not fine!

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March 22 2022, Dear Diary...

I AM NOT FINE! Today has bean a rollercoaster of emotions!

All of my teachers are saying I need glasses, whenever I'm actually late for class my friend Celeste thinks I skipped and doesn't believe me when I tell her other wise, I barely get my turn on technology anymore, I'm sitting by myself at lunch more often then I'm used to, my siblings keep abandoning me while walking up and down the hill to my bus stop and to my house, my mom is now shadowing the school nurse at my school so now I get to talk to her whenever I want (which I'm actually kind of happy about), my dad signed me up for some kind of thing ever Tuesday and Thursday I eat lunch in some room in the basement at the school with some other kids and talk to some adults about what ever the subject is about which is bullshit cause I already visit councillor and have a therapist! I may be all kinds of unstable but I'm not this unstable!

My friend Marlie twisted my girlfriends arm Heidi to the point she needs a cast! Their arm isn't broken but she still needs to wear it and I'm pissed off that Marlie did that to them! Yesterday Marlie said I could play on her phone tomorrow if I gave her a dollar because I didn't have my tablet on me and she wanted to buy herself a cookie for lunch but then today she said no which is bullshit! I gave her that dollar all for nothing! I demanded to give me the dollar back but she said that she already spent it. So I started demanding for her phone but Sophie and my older sis started pushing me away from Marlie and shouting at me to leave her alone! WHAT IN THE ACTUALL FUCK!?!? 

I wanted to make dinner today which is weird because I never wanted to cook for anyone before other than myself. But sense my dad was already making chicken mom said I could make something for everyone tomorrow... I pretty sure my mood to cook is gonna be gone tomorrow. While I was eating dinner I started choking on the food for a few seconds but no one did anything cause they though I was just coughing. So they told me to cover my mouth or turn away when I cough next time...

Yep. Really looked like they gave a damn if I died.

Update on the weirdcore fashion choice, willow got me the rainbow socks and now I wear them like- ALL THE TIME! I don't know why, guess it's just because I like them?

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