April 14 2022, Dear Diary...
There isn't much to say.
I'm not sick anymore. That's a good way to start this off. I think. I found out that Heidi is a aggressive friend. I think my ex friends are starting to catch on that I don't wanna be friends anymore. I like Gi-rating. I think that's how it's spelled. I'm not sure. Mei Lee from the movie "Turning Red" Said she liked it.
In the group meeting every Tuesday and Thursday during Lunch, I met a boy in there and it turns out he's a FNAF fan like me and he's also in my ELA class. And I just find that out. Wow.
Sense I missed school yesterday, my science teacher gave me a piece of paper with lots of questions I don't know the answers to that I had to figure out and glue or tape it into my science work book. I also have a shit tone of math work I need to get done. Just one day I miss school.
JUST! ONE!
I'm pretty sure I mentioned this before but just incase. Every Thursday I have this thing called Seminar just like all the other students in my school. Seminar is a class that you stay in for a whole ass hour doing any kind of work you needed to get done. My Seminar teacher Mrs. Glenn-Ingdeborg looked happy to see me for some reason. While I was in class, reading. We do this SSR thing were you read silently for 20 minutes before you do anything. And just 5 DAMN SECONDS after SSR ended, a girl that I didn't know was in my Seminar class till today came in and I SWEAR I started feeling butterfly's after just one look at her!
I couldn't stop staring! She looked so beautiful! There where love songs playing through my head on loop!
"I want your horror, I want your design... 'Cause you're a criminal as long as you're mine~ I want your love... Love, love, love, I want your love..." Bad Romance By Lady Gaga
"It's time for spin the bottle, Not gonna talk about it tomorrow, Keep it just between you and me..." I Want Your Hello Kitty By Avril Lavigne
"I could put us on an island~ I could put us in a mansion~ I could put us in a back seat~ Yeah, you're anywhere I want you to be..." Tucked By Katy Parry
"Rough sex on the bedroom floor, Hop in the shower, she begging for more, Do not disturb on the hotel door, Waking the neighbors..." Champagne And Sunshine By PLVTINUM and Tarro
"Probably shouldn't tell you this But fuck it, here's my confession... I'm kinda hooked on you And in the mood for an obsession, yeah~ You might be someone I could love~ Or you're just somebody I fucked once..." Somebody I Fucked Once By Zolita
"With her hands in my hair~ Oh, I love the way she touches~ I'm a mess, I don't care~ And I kinda fucking love it, boy... You should've known I'd have a better time with her... Ooh-ooh-ooh~ Thank God you introduced me to your sister..." Thank God You Introduced Me To Your Sister By Sarah Barrios
"When she bites her lip, looks at me like that... I wanna be more than a friend, more than a friend~ Does she feel the same? Does she want me back? I wanna be more than a friend, more than a friend..." More Than A Friend By Girli
"I'm under your bedspell... I can't fight but I don't wanna... And I won't tell Anybody how I fall... When I get off tonight I know that I'll be under you In this bedspell... You can break the bed just Don't break the bedspell..." Bedspell By Zolita
"I could be a better boyfriend than him~ I could do the shit that he never did~ Up all night, I won't quit~ Thinking I'm gonna steal you from him~ I could be such a gentleman~ Plus all my clothes would fit..." Boyfriend By Dove Cameron
I broke out of my trance when I heard Peyton make a groan sound and some other boys laughing. Peyton is also my ex friend. I reminded myself that I don't wanna be in a relationship and I'm not ready for one yet till High school or Collage ATLEAST. I believe that I already have a relationship problem with Heidi. But I ended up not doing any of my work and drew the girl in my sketchbook. I made it the best detailed I think I have ever done, really. When Mrs. Glenn said that we had 2 minutes left of class before we could leave, I got up and walked to the girl with a dark pink pen and showed her the drawing.
I expected a WHOLE different reaction! But she was actually really happy and sweet about it! She also said that it look amazing! I asked her to sign it and she said sure. Her name is Hailey!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
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