I Am Not Okay With This!

One weekend

April 18 2022, Dear Diary...

I can't tell when I'm on my period anymore. That's one way to start. My mom bought me and Olivia (that wants to be known as he now) pens to draw on out tablets with. I guess she was also annoyed with me and Olivia drawing with our fingers. 

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Yesterday, being Easter, Me and my family had a house party with a friend of my mom's at their house. It was a lot of fun! I have another crush on a girl that's way older than me. Don't know how old but she looks like an eight grader or High schooler. I'm never gonna say it though. It's WAY to weird to be dating someone older than you and cringe! I'm never gonna be THAT person on Roblox or Fortnight or what ever game those abomination children are on! 

The husband of my mom's friend has a Instax mini camera. And I fell in love with that damn camera! It takes amazing photos! I gotta take five pictures and my mom is keeping one that shows my mom and dad and little brother Lucas. And my dad is keeping a photo of my mom with an angry face on it. I took the photo without her knowing. I don't know what she was mad about and I think I'll never find out. But this time I'm fine with that.
The three photos I got to keep was one of a Giant fake plant and a Buda on a clean white table. The second one was A photo of my mom's friend backyard with an old abandoned playground a mile away from the other side of the brown fence. Kids are still going there and playing on it even though it looks like it's seconds away from falling apart. I wish I got the chance to go over there and play to. 
And the last photo was one of me in a mirror. I really wanted to take one of me and it looks like the camera is my head and I love it!  I asked my parents to buy me one of these cameras but with a cute design sense theirs was a plain white one. They said I had to buy it myself... The guy said it was $60... I'll figure something out! 

I discovered my aesthetic! It's a mixture of Goblincore and Gremlincore! 

I was on a zoom meeting with Celeste and she said that she's coming back to school tomorrow. Apparently she wasn't sick. She just acted like she was because she confessed to her crush and her turned him down. I told her that it's his lost. But I'm still thinking about bringing weapons to school starting tomorrow! Since we don't have school today.

Nothing else really happened. But! I did finish painting a mushroom abstract art on a small piece of building wood. 

I noticed that dating or being in a relationship doesn't count until High school. So I'm not gonna date until High school or Trade school. Or maybe after that. I wanna be in a relationship but don't at the same time...