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09

su-hyeok pov .

cheongsan and on-jo were talking while I played with the girl of my dreams fingers while she's fast asleep. 

how can someone look so good while sleeping

she looked so peaceful . I watched as her mouth slowly parts then closed again. something about her makes my heart skip a beat sometimes it makes cartwheels in my stomach , and sometimes my heart will go at an isnane speed . just because of this small girl I'm holding on to .

I still couldn't get over the fact that ryujin has been bitten since this morning . if that's the case she would be considered as the first to be bitten . why hasn't she turned. I'm not saying I want her to turn because I really don't . I don't know what I would do if she turns .

but it doesn't fit right. everyone else that got bitten turned. why hasn't she? is she immune to it? when the zombie pulled her out earlier , it smelt her then stopped snarling and growling for a bit. after letting her go, it continued to snarl and growl.

why

" I didn't hear anything at all" cheongsan said and everyone turned their attention to him. "like what" I asked.

" I mean after Nayeon went out ... and Ms park went after her... I didn't hear anything after that" cheongsan said.

" can't ryujin hear them? " Ji-min asked . I looked to the exhausted girl who was slowly waking up. "hey" i whispered softly to her as I moved her hair out of her face.

she smiled, and my heart ran at the speed of light. holy shit. the things she does to me. "yah ryujin did you hear them scream?" ji-min asked .

ryujin caught on and she shook her head slowly. "I blocked out the noise because I was getting a headache" she said swallowing her saliva , like she's expecting some kind of scolding .

"they wouldn't have been quiet if the zombies were biting them" daesu said . "they must be alive"

"why won't you answer. "

"no one answers me"

"I'm always talking to myself"

"I think you're right" gyeongsu said. "no, forget it" daesu said. ah dramatic ass. and they started talking about how they couldn't hear anything .

" should she be alive " ji-min asked. " she attempted murder. and she walked out by herself . is it even right for her to be alive? aren't y'all being fake?"

"what about Ms park..." ryujin asked softly , slowly standing up and putting a hand out for me to hold. we then stood up, and ryujin stood beside Wujin.

I went then stood between them, and I heard Wujin chuckle alittle . Dae-su noticed to and sent me a wink.

"should Ms park have died too?" Wujin asked . "is that our fault?" ji-min asked and ryujin furrowed her eyebrows alittle . I grabbed her hand , interlocking our fingers.

she noticed and smiled briefly before turning her attention to something else. but that smile was enough to make me feel butterflies. god, I'm falling for her and I'm already in too deep.

" either way we're responsible for what happened " Wujin said. "why is that? what did we do wrong. Nayeon attempted murder and played victim . Ms park acted like we were wrong. we didn't tell Nayeon to go out she left on her own and so did Ms park." ji-min said.

everyone was left with their thoughts . then  I felt a sudden urge to pee. I need the toilet . badly . ahh shit.  I looked around. should I hold it in. I'll hold it in for awhi- no. not going to.hold it in.

" hey . I feel weird saying this but-" I started.  "don't say it" ryujin said. "i- uh i-" I continued. "don't say it." Wujin said and I swear the two of them high fived with their eyes or something.

"does anyone else need to use the toilet" I asked. silence . "am I the only one?" I asked awkwardly .

daesu raised up his hand " me too " he said . then this other girl said she needed to use the toilet too. 

then daesu came up with a plan, it was the stupidest thing I ever heard. onjo then decided to use the recording room as the toilet.

"Nam-Ra , ryujin and you guys go find something to cover up the window" she said looking at us . I went to look for some things that weren't transparent , in hope to find things that were opaque .

we found alot of paper and started taping it up. I watched as ryujin was taping it up and couldn't help but smile. whenever I'm with her I feel happy. she just makes me happy. her presence makes me happy.

after we were done, I shood everyone out of the makeshift toilet and peed. thank the Lord. I've never felt so relieved in my life.

I went out feeling so comfortable. then everyone took turn , after daesu pooped it was joonyeong turn. we told him to pee before daesu but he wouldn't listen .

and within 3 seconds of walking into the recording room, he was out. holding his breath . we couldn't help but chuckle. 

"there's nobody there" namra said gaining the attention . she was looking out the window and so was ryujin .  "there are no light in the apartments or street, they either ran away or are hiding" namra continued.

"what do you mean by that" onjo asked. "no one is coming to safe us " namra said arms folded. I looked at ryujin who was fiddling with her fingers , I grabbed her hand and interlocked my fingers with hers.

"why do you have to be so pessimistic" joonyeong asked. "don't you know my mom?" namra asked. "she would've torn the school apart looking for me and ryujin" namra continued.

"but she isn't here" ryujin slowly added .  "so what do you want to do?" Ji-min asked . "I'm just trying to point out facts" namra said shrugging alittle .

"we all know no one is coming, we need to figure out what to do next ." Ji-min said . " we have to wait for rescue.. we can't just leave somewhere safe to go to somewhere dangerous" onjo said .

" and what if nobody comes?" namra asked. "we haven't waited that long yet" gyeongsu said looking out of the window. "how long do you think we have to wait? til we die?" namra asked.

"no. I'm saying we wait as long as we can" onjo said. "there's no way we can go out now anyway" onjo continued.

"its probably because it's night time. I'm sure someone will come in the morning" I said , not confident about the words I'm saying but I've to stay strong and firm .

"let's wait until tomorrow and we'll see " I said and everyone either nodded in agreement or looked away.

since it was late I decided to go to sleep . "ryujin do you want to sleep" I asked. and she shook her head. I then laid on her shoulder and soon dozed off. while I was sleeping I felt her move my head onto her lap.

"goodnight" she whispered to me but I couldn't respond because I had no energy to, I just nodded and turned and slept.