Tears of Insecurity

Chapter Twenty Five

Previously -

"Susheela I'm glad that you're giving him and yourself a chance at love. You have chosen a man who wants to be with you even when you were trying your best to push him away. Real love life stories don't stay rosy forever. It's gold to have a man who won't give up on even when you give him every reason to. I'm glad you're giving him a chance, he's perfect for you.", Amrit said smiling warmly.

"I don't know if I'll ever fall in love with him or give him all the love that he deserves, but I know one thing for sure. And that is, he's the man that I see myself spending the rest of my life with. He's the man I can count on, he's the man that has made me feel whole and loved, he's the man that I can trust with my whole self, with all my flaws and with all my doubts. I don't know if I love him, but I trust him and that's all that matters for now.", Susheela said her eyes became teary from all the emotions she was feeling at that moment.
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She didn't know if she'll ever fall in love or not, if she'll be able to love him just the way he does to her. But she was sure that no matter what she won't let any harm come his way. She would always be by his side, protect him and make sure that all the problems come her way and not his.

'My stupid SR, she doesn't even realise that she has fallen in love with her chotta haddi. Oh man, this is going to be so much fun. I'm glad that my little darling daughter is getting the happiness that she deserves back again.', Her boss chuckled lowly, as he thought in his mind.

"Whenever you feel that you have started to feel something for him, just remember these words. There's a difference between being liked by a man and valued by a man. A lot of guys like you but not many will value you. So when you start to feel the security and love, you know you're falling in love.", Her boss said giving her a good piece of advice. Susheela nodded her head gratefully.

Both then ended their meeting on a good note and went back to their respective works. Amrit, who was sitting in his living room ran straight towards his room where his wife was sitting and gave her the good news about Susheela giving a chance to Pramod. The two then jumped up and down with joy and decided to surprise her by visiting her, together.

Susheela went back to her work immediately. She got done with a few conference meetings and went through some of the old files that were pending. At exactly 7:00 in the evening she was done with her work and headed back home. As from tomorrow her exams were starting, she immediately took out her books and started studying with her siblings.
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Pramod was very busy throughout the entire day. The whole day he spent attending to his patients. He thought about meeting Agni in the evening but by the end of his hospital shift, he was more than exhausted. Deciding that it would be better that he would meet Agni tomorrow, he sent a text message to Agni stating that he would like to meet him tomorrow. Agni merrily replied him back with an 'okay' and both decided to meet in Pramod's cabin, tomorrow.

While checking all the messages that he had forgotten to see in the morning because of his busy schedule, he came across Susheela's lovely 'good morning' text. He stared guilty at his phone and sent her a sorry message with a cute pouty/sad emoji. He sent an 'All the very best' message to her for her examination and kept his phone aside.

Pramod then went back to do this usual work, that was to check some of his files for tomorrow's early morning surgery. After a while when sleep kicked in and exhaustion dawned upon him, he wrapped up his work and went to sleep.
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It was a bright morning in Ruhail mansion. Dharampal was seen making three big glases of almond milk for his children. Kusum and Chanchal were busy preparing breakfast, and Shishupal was talking on the call with someone. Suhseela and Garima were arguing in their room about the answers that they had to write in the examination paper, while Puttu was busy napping on the sofa that was kept in the twins room.