An irish mob leader and A cop [Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 86-Niall's Being Emotional..

I thought I am gonna write a smut scene in this chapter. But I even surprise myself sometimes.. :)The smut is gonna be in next chapter.. because I made Niall too emotional in this chapter.. without planning it.. lol

Niall's POV

After talking to Harry, I kinda relax.. Finally, everything turned back to normal.. Finally, there were nothing to worry about.. no mexicans, no kidnapping, no mob-mafia-cartel wars.. Nothing.. 

Zayn,Liam and I left the clinic with two other healed mob member, we dropped them to the Dublin Pub.. Shamrock was closed because Liam also didn't feel well because of all these and wanted to be with Zayn.. 

We stopped at a mall on our way. Zayn needed to buy some clothes to his sisters, their clothes were all torn up and we didn't have any f.ckin idea where their bags were.. When mexicans crashed into their car and kidnapped them, their bags stayed there or gone.. 

New clothes, new starts.. I wanted them to feel safe.. again.. I didn't want them to remember those moments.. So we would burn their clothes or threw them away.. and they need new ones.. Zayn liked the idea.. I left Zayn and Liam in girl-clothes shops and I walked the other way.. 

I wanted to find something for Harry..Harry loved necklaces, rings and tattoos a lot.. and hats.. and boots..So I could buy him some hats, boots, and a necklace..

I actually wanted to buy him a promise ring kinda thing, not a necklace.. But there was still something between us.. Harry still wasn't totally mine.. I could just feel it.. If he was, then he could resign from his work.. or at least his mission of being undercover in my mob.. But he didn't.. Yeah..I checked..He was still on his duty..

And I couldn't still trust him fully..about work related things.. But I knew that he loved me as well.. as much as I loved him.. If not, I wouldn't keep him with me.. He even risked his own life for me more than once..

But.. I was missing something, what could his purpose be? Why didn't he resign from his job or just the mission? What was so important for him to continue? He seemed like he didn't care about drugs.. And that was the worst thing that our mob was doing.. So.. I couldn't get it.. Anyway.... 

Because of these, I couldn't get him a promise ring.. giving someone a promise ring wasn't a simple thing.. and it should be given in right time.. And 'now' wasn't the right time.. But I loved the fact that he looked at some wedding ring type of things..

I wanna marry Harry some time.. yeah you heard right.. I hope.. that day would come soon.. I would marry him, made him totally mine.. or.. I could just die.. I mean when that day came, if he wouldn't choose to be with me.. yeahh..I could just die.. There would be no point in living and trying to survive.. in this sick world..if Harry wouldn't be with me.. till the end..

Time would show us what would gonna happen.. But as I said before, I wanna marrry him, and he liked a wedding ring, so I decided to buy them for us and kept them in a safe or something.. In a week, in a month, in months- when I noticed that he was totally with me, then I could give it to him..

But it was not today's subject.. I should bring Josh sometime later, to show me those wedding rings anyway.. I felt weird when I was looking to those rings..I was in this damn jewelry store to pick up a damn necklace..

But here I was.. staring to wedding rings.. thinking about the future of me and Harry.. making future plans with him in my mind.. What the f.ck was wrong with me?

I was with Harry, and I kept telling myself that it was enough for me.. I told myself that the one I loved was next to me.. I wouldn't want or ask anything more.. That was enough.. I was happy.. He seemed happy..