An irish mob leader and A cop [Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 48- Under Attack!

Niall's POV

I woke up a little later than usual.. I couldn't sleep well.. I was so stressful.. I turned my side to see Harry's sleeping figure.. But he wasn't there.. he wasn't by my side.. He usually got up later than me.. I knew that he didn't have a job to do today.. I especially asked him to not leave the mansion as well.. When Harry didn't have a reason to get up early, he didn't get up so early.. I knew that.. He liked being kinda lazy and sleeping a little more.. So I frown.. Where was he?

Maybe he got in bath? or went downstairs to have breakfast? Yeah possible.. I went to the bathroom.. Harry wasn't there.. I washed my hands and brushed my teeth and such.. I turned back to the room.. I undressed my top, and wear a shirt.. I bent down a little towards the bed to undress my pants, then.. I SAW IT!!!! "THE WATCH" ...

'The watch' that I bought to Harry as a Christmas present was laying on the bed.. with 'the cross' necklace that I got to him.. OMG.. I felt a sharp pain in my chest.. 

Harry NEVER EVER took off this watch.. He ALWAYS wore that.. He only took it off when he took a bath.. But I just went to the bathroom and he wasn't there.. So.. OMG!!! F.CKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

DID HE???

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I started to freak out.. He left me.. He left me.. He left me..... I finished dressing and opened the damn door so harshly... Paul ran towards me. "Breakfast is ready Nia-" he was saying, "WHERE IS HE?!!! DID YOU SEE HIM?!!!!" I said. "Who?" Paul asked. WAS HE KIDDDDIIINNNGG MEEEE?!!! I wanted to punch him there and then !!!  "HARRY?!"I yelled to him.        

Paul looked at me blankly, he was pushing my nerves, "DID YOU?!!!!" I said. "N..Noo.. I thou..ght he was in..inside the room.. with you" Paul managed to say. "AGGHHHH!!! HE WASN'T!! I TOLD YOU ALL TO KEEP AN EYE ON HIM!" I said with anger..

I started to run down the stairs to the downstairs. Paul followed me and, "Is everything ok?", "What is going on?" Paul said. I didn't answer him. I just wanted to reach "the cupboard" and wanna be sure first.. And when I went downstairs. I ran to the door and looked at towards the cupboard.

Paul gasped immediately.. I KNEW IT!!!! HE LEFT ME!! HE LEFT ME!!.. SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!.. The cupboard was half open.. I knew I wouldn't find anything in there but opened it anyway.. Some part of me still didn't wanna believe it.. There was still a little hope.. and then I saw 'nothing' in there.. NOTHING!!!!...

HARRY WAS A COP AND SNITCHED US.. BETRAYED US.. HE JUST COMPLETED HIS JOB AND LEFT.. WAS THAT IT?

I felt awful.. I knew that this day will come.. eventually.. I prepared myself to anything actually.. But accepting something and living that thing were totally different things.... I thought that I was ready to anything.. but NO.. I WASN'T READY FOR THIS!!..

I thought.. I could even die today.. and even accepted that.. But LIVING WITHOUT HARRY.. NOPE.. I DIDN'T ACCEPT THAT..  SHIIITTTTTT!!!....

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First I was so damn angry.. so damn pissed off.. I started to break vases and throwing things away.. I pulled my hair, even slapped my own face.. AGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!! This was too much.. I had so much pain..

Then I thought.. Harry could go away silently.. He could just say that he had a job at Shamrock or somewhere else and leave the mansion.. Then we could have bust. We could get arrested.. He didn't have to warn me..at all.. But HE WARNED ME!..

Yeah..Harry snitched the meeting date, place and time... BUT.. he kept his promise.. He changed his clothes.. He wore his old clothes, emptied the cupboard.. left it half open.. He left the watch I bought to him on the bed.. deliberately.. He kinda gave me message.. He practically yelled at me that he would snitch us and he warned me about it.. didn't want me to go to that damn meeting...