An irish mob leader and A cop [Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 40- Harry's Break-Down

Niall's POV

Harry came to the mansion at 11.50pm. He was so drunk, he couldn't walk properly.. When he went in to the mansion, he turned to us and "Heeeyyyy don't worry!! It is not f.cking 12pm yetttttt.. I came back to this f.cking mansion in f.cking timee.." he yelled to me.. Then "Shiiittttt I curssed.. Am I allowed to do thattt Niall?? Huh?" he added.. Still looking at me with sad- angry and disappointed looks... I felt so shiiiiitttt......

Then he noticed Zayn "Aww.. Wow wow.. Zaynie Zaynie.. Are u still hereee?.. Do you have any more gameeeeess to play with me Zayn huh??? !!" he said and laughed in a fake evil tone.. He was so wasted.. "you.. are.. all.. jerkss.. you know that..right?!!!" he murmured in a silent voice..

I thought...This night will be a loooooooonnggg one..

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Harry was holding on to a wall and then he decided to walk away from us. He was like he was disgusted by us.. He just wanna get away.. He started to walk towards the stairs but he couldn't walk properly, he was trembling.. Then he slipped.. When he was about to fall down, I cought him in the air..

He just looked at me and my hand then looked at me again.. First, he hissed at me.. Then, he just shook his arm, tried to get rid of my hand.. He was looking at me like.. like I was some kind of enemy to him.. I felt like shiiiiitttttt.. I let his arm go.. unwillingly..

He tried to get up by himself but he couldn't.. Then he tried again and again.. Paul and Zayn also tried to approach and help him.. but he just raised his one hand and make a sign to them and said "STOP!!!".

In his 4th attempt, he managed to stand up and walked.. After a few steps later, he collapsed again.. We rushed that way to help him.. But.. "I DON'T NEED YOUR F.CKING HELP, OK?" he snapped.. "JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!" he said. There were tears in his eyes and he was so mad to us.. His face was all red like a chilipepper..

Then he had a break-down.. I couldn't go near him a few minutes.. He just punching the air to not let me come anywhere near him.. Then his sobs became louder and louder... That was so heart-breaking..

I didn't care about what he thinks or his punches in the air anymore.. I approached to him.. And he stood up with anger.. I tried to hold him and hug him.. He pushed me.. I tried to hold him again.. He pushed me again..

Then I tried again... This time, I hold his arms so he couldn't hit me.. He started to shake us.. He wanna get rid of my arms, but he couldn't.. I didn't let this time.. He was weak because of the alcohol.. But he didn't give up.. and he closed his fists and hit my chest with his punches.. "WHY, HUH? WHYYYYY?? WHYYYYYYYYY? WHY DID YOU DO THAT ? WHHHHHHHYYYYYYYY??" he said, still crying and punching me.. I couldn't say anything.. I just stood there and waited him to calm down.. I let him to yell at me, punch me, hit me.. I deserved all of them..

After punching me.. like a lot.. and after all that screaming and crying.. He calmed down a little.. He said a last "WHYYYYYYYY??" and rest his head on my chest... He got so tired.. He didn't have any power to fight with me anymore..

He was about to faint or something.. His feet weren't functioning right.. He started to fall in my arms.. I didn't need his permission anymore.. I just hugged him and he didn't response, he was murmuring something like.. like.. he was in asleep and talking in his sleep..

I just put my one hand to his thigh, put the other one to his shoulder and carried him bridal style to upstairs.. to our room.. I knew he was so damn angry to me.. But he turned back.. At least, he was here.. at the mansion.. with me.. That was enough for me.. right now..

I laid Harry down on our bed. He started to wake up a little.. He raised his head a little "What.. u..How.. Ohh.." he said and his head fell down to the bed again.. He couldn't hold his head that long.. He was so damn cute.. I shouldn't chuckle to that, but that made me chuckle a little..

I took off his shoes one by one.. He was wearing a black suit and a white shirt.. But he spilt some drink on himself.. He was a little wet and those clothes weren't comfortable anyway.. I decided to undressed him and then get dressed him some pyjamas..

I raised his upper body a little and tried to take of his jacket.. "What.. doing..jacket..you" Harry said with a drunk voice, "Shusss.It's ok.." I said and continued to take of his jacket.. Then I laid him to the bed again.. I started to unbotten his shirt.. I thought.. God.. Does he have to be that sexy.. even when he was wasted..

As I kept unbottoning his shirt, his tanned skin and more of his tattoos started to showed up.. Jesusss.. He was so hot.. Man can still think, right?.. I raised Harry again to pull it off.. He hissed to that and mummbed something that I couldn't understand a bit..

And he kissed me.. In his sleepy mood.. he pulled me from my collar and kissed me... and then he hit me back to where was I standing before..

That was so nice.. It had been an awful day and awful night.. But 'a little drunk kiss' changed it all.. God I love him a lot.....

Then I laid him again.. I took off his belt and unzipped his pants.. God.. This made me shiver.. I didn't expect to be affected by this undressing thing that much.. I started to pull his pants down so slowly.. I didn't wanna wake him up..

Harry went totally silent.. Then he started to snore a little.. So I took a second for myself to admire his beauty.. Then I went to our wardrobe and took out his pyjamas.. I went back to bed and raised his upper body to get him dressed.

Harry clinged to me and "Stop - moving.." -gagged- "me" - gagged- "Niall.." he said.. "I-am-about to-" he continued and gagged again.. then made a weird gesture, he was trying to tell me that he was about to throw up.. "Help-bathroom" he said.. I took him to the bathroom..

He went in and closed the door behind himself.. I heard his gags for a while, and then it stopped.. But this time he started to sob.. I opened the door.. He was still kneeling..in front of the toilet.. "Get..out..please.."he said between his sobs.

"No.."I said. Harry frowned.. "I.. said.." he hicked.. "G-Goo a-awaay" he said.. "I wanna help Harry..You are not ok.."I said. "Thanks to you" he said.. I sighed.. After all that throwing up.. He was more like himself now.."Yeah..I know.. Just let me help you now ok? You can continue to hate me tomorrow.. Just pause.."I said. He kinda smile to that but tried to not show his smile to me..

"Ok?" I said.. "No.."he said.. "I feel like shit.. You can go..now.. I wanna take a bath" Harry said. When he get up, he trembled again and I hold him.. "You can't take a bath in this condition Harry. Let me take you to bed."I said. "No.I don't wanna listen to you..You didn't even tell me WHY DID U DO IT? Why will I listen to you.." Harry said..

"Look Harry..Why don't we talk about it tomorrow when you are better,huh?" I said. "I am a little drunk, I wasn't in a car crush or anything.. No need to wait.. Just tell me already. WHY-DID-U-DO-IT?You thought I will cheat you with Zayn.. Why? Is it because we drink a beer together? You didn't act strangely and f.cked me yesterday because of some bullshit work stuff, did you? You did those because you got jealous of Zayn?! Why? What did I do, to make you think that I love Zayn? that I will cheat on you, huh? TALK TO ME DAMMITTT!!!" Harry said, there were tears in his eyes again..

"You didn't do anything..It was about me..I..I..was cheated before..When I saw you with Zayn, the past, memories.. flooded to my mind.. And I wanna be sure that.. you are.. loyal.. to me..I.. I knew that was so stupid thing to do..I..It..was wrong..to do.. I just love you..so much Harry.. I don't wanna lose you.. to anyone.. I'm.. So sorry.. Really.. I was so wrong and I can do anything you want.. to you..to forgive me..." I said, there were tears on my eyes..

We both got emotional.. I hold one of his hands.. I got closer to him.. and cupped his cheeks.. He didn't go back.. He didn't push me or punch me.. He didn't hit me or yell me.. He just closed his eyes and moved his head a little, get his cheek closer to my hand.. and let me continue cupping his cheeks.. He was so damn cute.. I put my forehead to his forehead.. We nuzzled a little.. I kissed his forehead.. He didn't object me.. or fight back.. so.. I just couldn't stand and kissed him.. That was a soft..silent..quick..emotional..kiss..

"What about I get you dressed up now and we sleep together? You can have your bath at the morning. How is it sound?" I said. "No.. I wanna take a bath..now..." Harry said again.. Why was he so stubborn? But he was kinda smiling now.. I couldn't be sure if I saw it right or not..

"Come on Harry.. I told you..You can't take a bath in this condition alone" I said with a huff.. I reached out my hand to him.. He hold my hand and said "Who said I will be alone?"