An irish mob leader and A cop [Narry] (boyxboy)

chapter 35 - Niall being d.ck

Hi everyone..
It was snowing outside and I had nothing to do all day.. So it was the perfect time to write guys.. I just made me tea, watching the view, listening musics that I like.. and decided to write a few chapters in a row. I was in a some kind of Hemingway mood asdfghahsasag :D

*I already wrote 3 chapters of my other story Harry/Hayley. If you're reading it, that ended up in an exciting place. <evil smirk> I gave a long break.. So I will write a chapter, maybe 2 chapters in this story as well.. Enjoy xx

-ALMOST 2 WEEKS LATER-

Harry's POV

I thought I will lose Niall for good and I felt like shit. I had been still in a state still trying to getting used to be a gay, still shy about it.. But that day, I left my attitude and be with Niall.. be with the person I love.. and that was just perfect.. it was amazing..

After that day..
About Niall and I.. We were just great.. We were in a so lovey dovey mood. We sometimes have sex even twice a day and we were not so shy anymore. We enjoy every moment..

About the cops..I didn't get any news from any of the policemen, I didn't care about it either.. Because I already learned from the gang that they shoot one of them from his arm, the other one from his leg, most importantly I knew about Louis. So I didn't need to check the post box any way..

And about the gang.. Days were just like the days after Lincoln case.. People in our gang were treating me well because I was with Niall.. but they don't wanna spend a minute more than necessary with me. I just shrugged it. I could do nothing to change it anyway..

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Zayn was trying to check on me more. He gave Josh to myside. I wasn't doing my job alone anymore.. Zayn was giving me commends and I was doing whatever he wants. Sometimes if Josh wasn't around and if Zayn also couldn't be there that day, he just took me with himself. He simply didn't want to leave me alone.

I was like working with Josh and Zayn. Noone was talking to me except them in the gang.. I was working with Josh all day.. We were talking about everything, he was nice to me. Maybe because he has to spend all day with me.. maybe Niall or Zayn warned him that way.. Frantically I don't care the reason of it at that moment..That was just nice.

At the end of the day, I gave report to Zayn. He was usually at Shamrock. So I just went there and told him what happened etc. At first he was so tough and so angry with me. He won't talk much. But then he soften a little bit. Now we were kinda friends, closer than before..

Today was one of those days, we worked with Josh again and he had another job to do, so he left and I went to Shamrock. I found Zayn sitting and drinking. There was a man next to him but when he saw me, he sent the man away.. He patted his side chair and I sat next to him.

I started to tell him what happened that day, Zayn ordered snacks and two beers.. one for himself, one for me.. I was surprised but that was a good thing right? He was trying to be friendly. Did this mean he doesn't hate me anymore? What was he trying to do? I paused for a moment . Zayn's being that nice to me was strange.."Keep going what did they do when you warn them?" Zayn said, and I just blocked my thoughts and kept telling him.. He laughed so hard when he heard that Josh made the man upside down and I shook the man like he was a tree. Man's money spill to the ground. He was talking about having no money, but the money that he was supposed to give us, was on him and fell to the ground and we kept it. I chuckled to that. I never saw Zayn's laugh before. He was usually some kind of a robot when I was around.

While we were talking, Niall came to our sides and "What are you doing?" He said. "I asked Harry to give me report about today. He was telling me that, boss" Zayn said. "Is it going to take long time? When will he be free?" Niall said. "We were about to finish,boss." Zayn said. "Ok.I will be outside with Liam, Harry. When you are done, come." Niall said and walked away. What was that about? Was he still jealous about Zayn? No way..

We talked almost five more minutes then I went outside and we went to the mansion. Niall was so quiet on the road. When we got home, he was so dominant and possessive. He dragged me to our room..

He slammed the door and hit me to the wall. I was about to chuckle to his impatience. I thought he couldn't wait until we got to our bed. But when I looked at his face, I knew something wasn't right.. He just smashed his lips to mine and kissed me so harshly, I kissed him back immediately.. But wasn't sure what was going on..

Niall took all of my clothes like in a second and turned me around. Without any warning he bent me down.. Then he trusted in me so hard.. He trusted in me harder and harder.. He was acting.. Like he was punishing me or something.. He was so damn hard.. tensed.. This wasn't a normal sex.. He didn't let me participate in.. He didn't want me to kiss him or such.. He treat me like a wh... like a whor-... I don't wanna say that word..

This can't be happening again? Why now? That was so weird.. I just stand there.. didn't know what to do.. That was exactly like my first time with him in this mansion.. A tear dropped from my eye..

What was happening again? Did someone make him angry and he was taking it on me? In the night of our first night, he was pissed off because of the other mob. Did they do something again? Did I do something?

Like our first time together, he f.cked me and didn't even looked at my face after that. I felt like a shit.. What was I to him? Why did he do that to me? He went to the bathroom and I didn't wanna stay in this damn room.. I just pulled my boxer back on. I left my clothes on the floor and took some of my casual clothes from the wardrobe..

I went to the bathroom that I was at the floor. While I was wearing my clothes, I wasn't thinking. I didn't have any about where to go or what to do. Niall had a rule we couldn't spend the night in any other place and it was already 11pm.

I just stayed in the bathroom and cried a little. I was sad of Niall's behaviour.. But that was kinda last straw that breaks the camel's back.. I was sick and tired of this mission thing. I don't wanna lie to Niall or hide something from Niall, I wanna be totally honest to him. I love him.. I ..wanna confront him about that stupid bomb thing.. ı just hate being an undercover cop.. I just hate lying to all these people.. Maybe I deserve that treatment.. I was crying so hard now.. I couldn't stop myself anymore.. I started to trembling.. I was so sad..

Then I heard foot steps but I still couldn't stop crying. Then I heard a knock on the door, and "Are you ok Harry?" Paul said. "Yeah.I'm ok.Thanks" I said. I heard the footsteps again.. After Paul left, I stayed there a little longer..

When I 'm done crying, I washed my face. I thought about leaving the mansion, but that would mean ending up the things between Niall and I.. Neither side of me wants that. Not as a cop not as a person.. I didn't want that.. I love him.. So I gave up.. I just had to turn back to our room at 12:00 pm. But I won't get in there a minute ago. I decided to that. Was I being a child? Maybe.. I didn't care..

I checked myself in the mirror and if I say that I looked like shit, that will be an understatement, believe me.. I had puffy and red eyes.. I poked out my head from the bathroom. I saw Paul waiting outside. I was so hungry..

I went to Paul's side. "Paul, I know it is late but.. I am so hungry. Can you make a sandwich or something to me?" I said. "Yeah, sure Niall. Does Niall want as well?" he said. "Probably yes" I said. He looked with a frown. "I don't know I will eat alone"I said. "Got it" Paul said.

We went to the kitchen together. Paul made two sandwiches, gave one sandwich to me and he walked outside the kitchen with the second sandwich. I ate my sandwich in silence. I was so sad. I was chewing so slow.. I was like a child who doesn't want to eat spinach..

And it was like 11.58 finally, I went in to our room. The sandwich was on the table, but Niall didn't touch that at all. He had a frown and a worried expression on his face.. I really didn't care at this time of the night.. I just get in the bed and took the duvet on me.. I felt Niall got in the bed as well and hugged me behind.. "I'm sorry for being a d.ck.. again.." he said and kissed me from my jawline..