Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2]

1 - Smoking

This is starting right back from where it ended, so if you need a recap then I would go reread it

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Bakugo's POV:

I had mixed feelings about this.

A part of me was glad that he was happy and had the closure. Plus I wouldn't have to worry about Endeavor beating him anymore.

But the other part of me was deeply concerned. The fact of the matter is, he just got high and burned his house down. I mean I know he hated that house, but I didn't expect anything like this.

My only worry is...

Will he regret this when he sobers up???

I sighed and listened to him ramble absent-mindedly about how happy and relieved he felt. But I couldn't help but worry.

No matter how relieved he feels

He's high

And his self destructive, impulsive behavior is only worsening

He never would've done this sober

I know for a fact

"Hey," I cut him off.

"Hm?"

"Let's get something to eat and you can drink some water too, okay?"

"Okay," He said with a carefree attitude.

I've never seen him like this

He's happy

But he's happy for the wrong reasons

And that makes me sad

Really really sad

He started heading for the door.

"Hey, hang on you're not leaving. I'm ordering food here."

"Why? I love walking with youuu."

"Because you're high as fuck, now sit down."

He sat down on the bed and sighed, falling onto his back.

"Okay, I ordered us some fish and rice. It'll be here soon."

"Ok."

I looked over at him and then around the room. The whole area felt claustrophobic to me, and I didn't know what to do. I wanted him to be happy, but I didn't want to condone his behavior. I also didn't want to offend him. I just didn't know what to do with him. Especially when he's so impulsive. I didn't know what to do. I began to panic.

I don't know how to help

When he technically doesn't need help

But he does

He really does

"I'm gonna go wait outside for the food," I said shakily. "You stay here and don't get into trouble okay? Just lay down and rest." I grabbed a pack of cigarettes and walked outside, leaving the dorm building. It was dark outside now.

I didn't realize how long ago it was

When I left school to check on him

The drugs should wear off soon

I sat on the ground, around the side of the building where no windows or balconies were, and took out a cigarette. I grabbed the lighter and lit it.

This lighter is almost completely out