Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2]

64 - Cling

Bakugo's POV:

I woke up the next morning, my throat aching and my body weak. I wanted to forget everything that happened the night before, but I couldn't. I knew that it would be burned in my mind for awhile, and I knew that it might happen again.

In other words, I was beginning to realize that I really was getting worse.

I groggily rolled over, my eyes half open as I reached my arm out to find Todoroki. However, I instantly shot up as I realized he was gone. I looked around the room frantically, beginning to hyperventilate as I stumbled out of bed.

Where could he have gone?

I'm always awake before him

He always sleeps in

So where...

Where is he?

Why isn't he here?

Damnit...

I fell asleep...

I knew I should've stayed awake

What if something happened to him?

And it's all my fault...

Fucking idiot!!!!

Goddamnit!!!

As soon as I was fully standing, I could feel how weak my muscles were. I could barely support myself as I clumsily ran out of the room, my vision dotted with black as I did so. As soon as I opened the door and stood in the hallway, I placed my trembling hand on my chest.

I...

I can't breathe...

Why can't I breathe?

Gasping desperately for air, and walking blindly forward, I stumbled out of the hallway and into the main room. Aizawa was standing in the kitchen, and Todoroki was sitting on the couch.

He's fine you idiot

He's right there just...

Calm down

Calm the fuck down

However, I couldn't manage to stabilize my stance. I was so dizzy, and my ears were ringing loudly. I heard Aizawa say something to me, but it was as if I was submerged underwater. I couldn't hear a thing as my whole body tingled, beginning to fall numb beneath me.

Todoroki shot up, but Aizawa was faster. I saw him rushing over to me as my vision left, everything completely dark and staticky around me. My legs went numb.

I....

I'm.... falling?

That was the last thing I remember thinking before my head slammed against a hard surface, my body soon after.

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Aizawa's POV:

I rushed over and picked Bakugo up off of the ground, his body feeling lighter than average as I laid him down on the couch. I elevated his feet and went to the kitchen to get him some food and water--for when he wakes up. As I walked over there, I talked to Todoroki from across the room.

"Hey, try to keep shaking him awake. If he doesn't wake up in the next thirty seconds or so, then let me know."

"O-Okay."

I sighed and grabbed some saltine crackers, along with a bottle of water, and some string cheese from the fridge. I rushed back over there as quickly as possible to see Todoroki shaking his shoulders, saying his name repeatedly. I set down the snacks and checked my watch.