When anxiety swallow me whole

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After all that's said and done
I look up at mess i've created.
it's no one's fault but mine,
due to lack of communication & empty promises.
I pinpoint certain times
I wish I did things differently
as if restarting the clock would change anything.

i've lost so much in a time where
great losses are felt most deeply.
I may never want to speak up for myself again,
I may never advocate for my needs.
All the progress i've made in the last few months has been stripped away
by the errors of my past.

all I can do now
is take things day by day.

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