Zeila's Oneshots

Highschool Old Chapter #3

Raven's P.O.V

To be honestly honest school is kinda weird. There have been some whispers about how I fucked Symir. Why? Just because I thanked her on Monday.

Okay first of all, part of me wishes that happened. BUT at the same time Symir is taken. She has a whole ass gf. The fuck she need me fo?? I am not gonna #breakupahappyhome. NEVER

Ellie and Gigi said that's why they didn't want me to say thank you. Apparently people like to gossip. And they'll make up stories based on what little info they have. But like why would they come to THAT conclusion? Beats me. Imma ask Ellie and Gigi today.

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I look at myself in the mirror. For the first time in my life I dont know what I'm gonna wear. It. Is. TORTURE. I've put together like 3 outfits already and if I dont pick one soon imma be late.

The outfit I have on now is peak 2010 fashion. I layered a simple white t-shirt under a camisole with a lace trim. My camisole had a cherry pattern all over it.

For my bottoms I decided to wear a pair of simple short black shorts. With thigh high red and white stripped socks, with black legwarmers and my maryjane as shoes.

I sigh. I like it, but I dont love it. And I want to wear something I love! I stare at myself for what seems like HOURS before an #idea pops into my head. Instead of my shorts I put on red mini skirt. Well it's a red spaghetti strap tank top that I'm wearing as a skirt. Thanks tiktok.

I also add another layer by adding a red fishnet top under my white shirt so it shows on my arms. Since the shirt is kinda big in the arm I loop my thumbs into a hole, making the illusion of fingerless gloves. Then I switch out my black leg warmers for some white ones with red polka dots.

I looked at myself again in the mirror. I liked it better now. I added a headband that I got for Halloween. I was an angel so it's one of those headbands with the feathery halo. A bit #tacky but I liked it. Cherry earrings and a variety of pearl bracelets and necklaces really set it off for me.

I LOVED IT NOW. I'm such a #fashionista. "Bye mom! Bye dad!" I wave at my parents as I make my way out the door, beginning my walk to school. I like walking its fun. Also it's good exercise. The only #problem is that if I ever wanna wear heels I'll have to walk to school in slides.

I hate to say it but I'm not breaking my ankles for the sake of fashion. I need those ankles. They're like the only ones I got. It's not I can go get an ankle transplant.

And even if I could go get one, its probably like only for white people. So then they would only have white skin grafts to give me. I'm a #darkskinqueen. It would be SO obvious.

And then I'd be the girl walking around with weird white ankles!! And I dont want that! It would seriously clash with all my clothes. I picked those specifically for my skintone.

Not for the powdered sugar... like no. I refuse to be white! Even if it's just my ankles.. I dont want to get white ankles privilege! I dont like pale skin people. THEY'RE ANKLES LOOK WEIRD.

All sinewy and shit. And like u can see the purple veins and it's not right
Like wtf. Why can I see your entire nervous system Stacy?!? That's not normal or healthy.

"RAVEN!"
I jump up like 15 ft in the air. Fuck that was loud. I look to the road where my name was called and saw Gigi hanging her head out the passenger window. "Hey! We've been calling you for like the past 5 minutes.!"

"You have?" Gigi looks absolutely star struck. "YES! You just kept walking! You didn't hear us?" I shake my no and Gigi sighs, turning around to say something to Ellie. "Do you want a ride?"