Zeila's Oneshots

Flashlight Old Chapter #5

Charm's P.O.V
Waking up in someone else's bed isn't new to me. Waking up to a woman clinging to me isnt new either. So why was this so new to me?

Was it because I lost my virginity? Maybe. I had always said my first time would be hella dramatic. My taller girlfriend would ask me if she could and I would mull over my answer for a week. Then I would make a big ass deal about saying yes.

And when the time came to it, I would hesitate and my girl would have to talk me off a ledge. I was surprised it didn't happen like that. I mean I just let it go. Practically threw my V-card and my V-coupons in her face. I would say it bothered me that I gave it up so easily but it didnt.

It was Kapri. I knew she wouldn't hurt me intentionally. Well. Okay.... I knew she wouldn't hurt me intentionally without my consent. Thats better. I felt safe in that moment with her. I didn't need to do wrap around with her so that I could feel that either.

Which begged the question why I felt like that. It would be same answer as to why I've been cock blocking her for a month. And to why I like having all her attention when we're alone. And most of all, why waking up with her in my arms felt so different.

It was simple. I loved her. I realized that about 2 weeks ago. When she gave me back massage at work. I had told her that I hurt my back the day before in passing while we were facetiming and when she came to work with the full masseuse get up, it made my heart clench and my stomach turn.

After I realized it, I would run away from her touch. It would only make me fall more and I couldn't have that. Or worse, afterwards I would confess because it was in the moment and she dump like a garbage bag. Part of me argued that Kapri wouldn't do that to me, but I knew it was greater chance that she would.

I was moving too fast, got three on that ass. Bitch where are you going? I bothered me that I was whipped over her weird ass when all she wanted was a fuck buddy. I couldn't be that for her, not with fuck ass feelings involved. And not just any old bitch ass feelings. The biggest bitch ass fuck ass feeling of them all. Love.

She made so happy it made me sick. So continuing this wasnt gonna work in the long run. And I wasnt going to put myself in such a painful position because I just wanted to be by her side for as long as possible. So I was going to tell her today. But until then I was going to enjoy her. To absolute capacity.

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"How'd you sleep lover?" Kapri's raspy morning voice sent tingles down my spine straight to my coochie. Why did she have to have the voice she had. Wait did she just call me her lover? "Lover?" Kapri smiled at me, putting her dimples on display. "Yeah we had sex so your my lover now."

I ignored how her calling me lover made my heart skip a beat. "Oh, okay. I slept well. Your bed is super comfy." Kapri sat up, exposing her breasts. I couldn't help focusing my attention on them. They sat pretty on her chest, barely even sagging. As perky as can be, I was so jealous. "Charm my eyes are up here love."

I look back at Kapri who's giving me a curious look. I bit my lip, embarrassed to have been caught staring. Kapri pulled one of my dreads, "don't be embarrassed." Though I wont ever admit it, I liked when she did that. I dont know where she picked up the habit of pulling my hair but I liked it.

"You've been up for awhile." She didn't ask me if I've been up for awhile. She told me I've been up for awhile. "Yeah I have. How'd you know?" Kapri got out of bed, rummaging through her closet for something. "When you first wake up your voice is softer, and you slur your words a bit. You sound normal right now."

She's pays attention to me that much? Oh be still my beating heart. She's putting alot more effort into this fuck buddy relationship than most of my exes. Man I should date better people. Kapri hands me a silk robe, "if you dont want to walk around naked like I am put this on."